Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing fine today considering that I really didn't sleep last night at all. No real reason that I know of....I was just wide awake. I got up early today though as the sun was shining for a bit. It sure was nice to see that! I will look forward to this weekend where the sun is suppose to be shining all day long. No rain for the next several days. Last night the rain was so heavy & we had a really good thunderstorm. The lightning lit the entire sky up & the thunder just rumbled. It was awesome but poor Ozzy didn't think so. he hid under the bed the whole time it was going on. Mom tried to get him to come out but he wouldn't budge. Finally around 8 pm when it stopped & just continued raining, Mom decided to go & watch TV in bed so that Ozzy could relax.... that worked. Princess couldn't have cared one bit. She wasn't bothered by it at all which Mom was really surprised at. It is like the tables have turned. Mom remembered how much you used to hate the storms. Not because you were afraid of them...you were afraid of losing power. I remember how I had to comfort you many of times. I know those were rough on you & I wouldn't wish that on you again at all but I sure miss you. No amount of words will ever express just how much I do. The only thing I know is that you hear Mom talk to you, you see me cry & you feel it all in your soul. I love you so much more than life itself. More than "to the moon & back & all the way around the world." 
 Mom was just thinking how long I have been doing this blog for.... it has been 45 months now. I have done 4,172 posts on here with letters & pictures to you & I have 33, 551 views. Thank you to all in the United States, France, Germany, Australia, Portugal & Ukraine for supporting me all these years. It warms my heart. Many blessings to each & every one of you.
 The weather now is cloudy yet again & looks like we are going to get some rain....imagine that! Guess Mom won't be seeing anything shining in the sky tonight. I will be looking over the weekend though. I will be hoping for a couple beautiful sunrises & sunsets in the sky along with the stars & moon shining bright during the night time. Later this evening I will do what I always do & I will whisper to you. Be sure to listen out for Mom's voice & hopefully we will smile at the same time. Mom wants you to always know that you are forever in my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. 
 Mom spoke to Meme today during her lunch break. She was frustrated because her phone would not work right. I will touch base with her later to see if she fixed it. She was saying that she goes next week to the doctors with Bob. Mom is hoping that all will be well with him. I will touch base with Grandpa either tonight or tomorrow night. Haven't heard anything from Aunt Beck but I did try & reach out to her but got no response. I am sure they are both fine. They should be home soon as it has been almost a month since they left. Can't wait to hear about their trip. Mom will keep you updated as I know of things.
 Here is the daily prayer for the day: April 7~ Have mercy on me, O God, according to your steadfast love; according to your abundant mercy blot out my transgression. Your mercy amazes me, heavenly Father. I am in awe of your capacity to forgive. I know I have disappointed you & I deserve nothing from you but judgment. Instead, you show mercy to me. You reach out with your steadfast love & welcome me back into your good graces. I thank you for this undeserved favor. I praise you for your overwhelming grace & I pray for your power to walk in holiness. For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God--- not the result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are what he has made us, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand to be our way of life. Amen. 
 Here is Day 23 of the Inner Peace cards: The loving, innocent world of animals serves as a good example for me. The more you stop to observe animals & learn from them, the more healthy & peaceful your life will be. Oh how true. Animals are wonderful...well mostly all animals...lol! Mom was thinking yesterday that along with putting dog pics on here daily I was going to add another pic of another animal.....like a seal, hedgehog, duck, koala, kangaroo, etc.... you loved all animals & I think you would like other pics of them as well. I will start doing this on tomorrows letter to you. 
 Mom needs to get going as the time is ticking & I need to get dinner going & get the pups fed. Hope your night is all that you need & want it to be my sweet precious son. Come be with Mom if you can or visit me in my dreams when I sleep tonight. I always love when you do. Please continue to watch over us all. It means so much. Thank you. Fly high & free & have fun. Until tomorrow.....Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. I love you unconditionally.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!