Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom has had quite the day so far.... I didn't do any studying as my head was hurting me but I did do a lot of other things! Got right up this morning & made coffee for Mark & got everything all set for him to leave for the day, fed the pups, painted my toe nails, took a shower, took the pups for a long walk, made homemade brownies for Mark, did those dishes, spoke to Auntie Kristina on the phone & then to Jeffery online & now I am writing to you. In about 30 minutes I will be getting dinner going for Mark & I & feeding the pups. Later Mom will be relaxing & probably watching some TV before calling it a night & going to bed. 
 The weather started out sunny & nice & then it all of a sudden got really dark & started to rain. It is either still raining or getting ready to rain again as it is getting darker by the minute. The temp was in the 60's so that was pleasant. I guess the rest of the week is suppose to be nice..sunny & in the 60's as well. I sure will be looking for all those amazing sunsets plus the stars & moon to be shining bright in the sky for Mom to see! Mom will whisper to you as I always do later this evening so be listening for Mom. Smile when you hear me & I will smile right back. I will also light a candle for you later tonight as well. 
 Again...another quiet day with the telephone. Mom has no updates for you at all. I know I won't be talking to Grandpa or Meme either so I guess I will have something for you in the next couple days. Sometimes it is nice to have quiet time. We never got that much of it, did we? That is ok though. I wouldn't trade it for the world. I wish I could have it all back again but that wouldn't be fair...it would be selfish on Mom's part. You are free & happy .... just the way I want you to be. I miss you so much but I would never wish that life on you again. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I love you more than all the stars in the sky & to infinity & beyond. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will always & forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: April 12~ Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord. We bless you from the house of the Lord. Lord Jesus, I remember these words from the psalm that express the praise shouted at your triumphal entry. You rode into Jerusalem on a donkey---a conquering king & a suffering servant. The people welcomed your arrival with glad shouts. In a similar way, I welcome your arrival into my life. every day, I seek your presence to steer me through my challenges. I need your assurance, your comfort & your wisdom. So I bless you, dear Lord, with the children of Jerusalem. Thank you for entering my life. Listen! I am standing at the door, knocking; if you hear my voice & open the door, I will come in to you & eat with you & you with me. Amen.
 We are over half way through the Inner Peace cards.... here is Day 27: I forgive everyone, including myself. Forgiveness is the most powerful thing you can do for yourself on the spiritual path. If you can't learn to forgive, you can forget about getting to higher levels of awareness. Mom is trying to forgive every one that is wronged her but it is a difficult thing to do. I am trying to forgive myself for all that I have done wrong & that is even harder. I will get there one day... I know I will.
 Well it is getting to be that time of the night, Tyler. The pups need to be fed again & I need to get dinner going so it will be done by the time Mark gets home from the office. Hope that you have a peaceful night doing all the things you need to & want to & so much more. Come be with home if you can. I would love that my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Good night & sweet dreams!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!