Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom has had another busy day today. Started bright & early yet again & Mom just got done doing her studying for the day. Boy this class is really kicking my butt & I am so frustrated with it. Things that I thought were going to be somewhat easy are not at all. It is a slow process but everyday this week I have kept my promise & I have been doing as much as I can for the day. Every day it gets me closer to finishing this course & that is my goal. Mark had a busy day as well. He was on a conference call for 3.5 hours. Now he is waiting for his brother to call him so they can go over some things that are developing on our end. Guess tonight will be Mom cuddled on the couch with the pups & watching my TV shows that Mark can't stand...lol. No big deal as it gives me some down time too. 
 Mom did not talk on the telephone to anyone again last night. I was surprised at it. Maybe tonight I will get the chance to touch base with Meme & Grandpa. I did talk to Uncle Chris today on the telephone & my friend, Gary. Everyone seems to be doing well all around so that was nice to hear. Everything on Mom's end is well too. I have my daily struggles lately but I am trying really hard to fight it off. Some days I win & other days it is a battle. I am sorry that you have to see it all. Just know that Mom will be ok. I have you by my side so that is all I need. Thank you. I guess maybe Mom will have some updates for you over the weekend.... hopefully!
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: April 5~ We will not hide them from their children; we will tell to the coming generation the glorious deeds of the Lord & his might & the wonders that he has done. sometimes I'm shy, almighty God, when it comes to talking about you. You know how much I treasure the relationship that you & I have but it's a very personal thing. I don't want to be some know-it-all telling everybody else what to believe. Still, I wish other people would share the joy of this relationship with me. I do want to pass the good news along to other generations of people but sometimes I lack the courage. So I'm asking you, Lord for wisdom to know when to speak, for the love to speak warmly & for the courage to overcome my fears. The Easter season is a great opportunity to talk about the Lord in a natural way. It's not really about eggs & bunnies but about our Savior. Amen.
 Here is Day 22 of the Inner Peace cards: I appreciate all that I all & all that I have. Stop focusing on what you do not have & shift your consciousness to an appreciation for all that you are & all that you do have. Mom has trouble with appreciating all that I am lately. I know I am a good person & all but I am struggling with a few things right now. I am trying my very best but honestly it is not easy. I have no problem appreciating all that I have. I never have had this issue. I thank God every day & night for all the blessings that I receive daily along with the safety & protection that he gives Mom & our family, friends & pets. Mom takes nothing for granted at all. I taught you that as well. Do you remember? Just breathing is a gift. I am humble. I will never change. 
 It is that time again where mom needs to get going so that I can do the night stuff. The dogs need to be fed & I need to finish dinner for Mark & I. Hope you have a night like you want to have... fun with doing all the things you want to & need to do. Come visit Mom if you can. I miss you & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will be in my heart, mind, body & soul. Be listening when Mom whispers to you later. Let's smile together. I will be back tomorrow night with another letter so until then.....good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!