Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Mom has had a pretty relaxing day today which is just what Mark & Mom needed. Mom did a few things around the house while Mark studied, Mom chatted on the phone with Meme & then my friend, Christina. It was nice to catch up on things with her since it has been a couple weeks since we chatted. Mark really didn't feel all that great today so we chose to not do anything & go to bed early & get up early Sunday morning to go do everything. It was pretty warm as well.....80+ degrees & muggy. Tomorrow it will only be 50 degrees & sunny so a much better day to go run errands. I believe later tomorrow night we have a skype call with Tubal & Karen. Relaxing day for Saturday & Sunday will be busy but all will be well.
Aunt Beck should be home from her 1.5 month road trip in a couple days so it will be really nice to catch up with her as we have not spoke for 6 weeks. Can't wait to hear all about their travels across the United States. Yesterday afternoon, Mom decided to get off her computer around 3 pm & go watch TV for a bit as my eyes were hurting & I was quite tired....I went on social media about 3 hours later to find out that a friend of mine lost her battle with cancer earlier that afternoon. I knew that she was quite sick & things did not look good but it is never easy to read it. Mom was pretty sad & lost for words. My heart hurt. I have known her my entire life as we grew up together. There were a few years that we did not speak though because of her then husband. I missed her as a friend & always thought of her. I never once blamed her for any of the situation that we had both been in. I knew she was a better person. I wish that I had the opportunity to tell her that while she was still here but somehow I know she knows now as I expressed it out loud to her. I hope she heard Mom. She suffered towards the end & now she is freed of all that pain & she is healed & new again. May Cammy rest in peace now & fly high with all you Angels. She sure deserves it!
Not much else is new, Tyler. Every one is doing well which is a very good thing. Mark & Mom are going to go sit outside on the balcony & enjoy the cool breeze while he smokes a cigar. Thank you for the " painting " last night. The sunset was so beautiful. Mom took pictures of it. I didn't see any stars or the moon but honestly I didn't look. Mom was just in a daze. I lit a candle for you & Cammy. I whispered to both of you so I hope you heard Mom. I will whisper to you again in a little bit too. Smile & Mom will too. Hope that you have a wonderful & fun evening doing all the things you need to & want to. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Thank you my sweet precious son. I miss you like crazy & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live forever in my heart, mind & soul.
Mom will write the daily prayer to you on tomorrows letter along with an inner peace card. I am on my laptop & not in my office. It is hard to type on this dang thing so Mom apologizes to you for that. I promise you that I will be back Sunday night with a longer letter too but until then....good night & sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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