Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is sorry that I did not write to you yesterday but I was busy all morning doing all kinds of housework & then in the afternoon Mom actually sat on the couch with the pups & watched TV. Ozzy wasn't feeling good & Mom was coughing so much. Mom never turned on her computer once yesterday & this is the 1st time I have today & it is 3 pm. Mom didn't have a good nights sleep at all. I was up from 1 am - 3 am coughing a lot. I finally fell back to sleep around 4 am & slept until 7 am. Mark went & got Mom some new over the counter medicine to try. I have never had it personally before & even though it says non drowsy it makes Mom sleepy. I took it at 9:30 am & again at 2:30 pm today. Mom just went for a walk with the pups & boy that was a mistake. I was coughing the whole time. I am hoping that this new stuff with clear everything up. Fingers are crossed. This letter will probably not be long at all because I am very tired & I am going to go lay down on the couch after but I at least wanted to write to you today & not go 2 days  without a letter. Anyways....
 Yesterday was June 14 & it was 5 years since Mark & Mom went out on our 1st date. seems longer than that though ( in a good way...lol ) Mark was gone all day yesterday & did not get home until 8 pm last night. He sat in traffic for 4 hours....poor guy. Mom could not do that. I give him so much credit. I did get the chance to chat with Meme about Bob's app't. Not much was really discussed & no procedures were done. It was just a consult. He has to have blood work drawn once a week for 4 weeks & then the doctors will determine what the next steps are. I hope so & I hope that Bob will be OK in the mean time. He was pretty tired & was sleeping when Meme called me. Grandpa also called last night. I chatted with him for a bit. All is well there. Aunt Beck touched base with me this morning & we will chat longer tomorrow. I found out today that a friend of mine's Dad lost his battle with cancer this morning around 3 am. He was really suffering towards the end. Mom is sad for him, his Mom & the entire family. May he now fly high & free with you & all the Angels for eternity. R. I. P. Mr. Wilson Jr. You will be missed by many family & friends. That is all that Mom has for you today for updates. I am sure there will be more tomorrow & over the weekend.
 Here are a couple small prayers for you today: Lord, you see my struggles. You see my bad habits. You know the temptations I'm weak in. Please deliver me. I need your strength. Amen.
 Lord, take away the heaviness off whoever is reading this. Let them experience your peace like never before. In Jesus' name, Amen.
 Here is an inspirational card for the day: The Universe wants to give you so much, if you could just let it in. To let it in, slow down. To let it in, relax. To let it in, unwind. To let it in, be calm. To let it in, let go. You are now letting it in.
 Your life is in your hands. No matter where you are now, no matter what has happened in your life, you can begin to consciously choose your thoughts & you can change your life. There is no such thing as a hopeless situation. Every single circumstance of your life can change. 
 Mom wrote out a couple of each today to make up for not writing yesterday. Mom wants to take a minute or two & share with you what happened yesterday in the news. There was a shooting in Virginia. Not sure of all the details but Mom did see it for a brief moment on the news. Also, In London yesterday there was an apartment complex that caught fire. 17 are dead & over 70 are seriously injured. There were many stories on this that Mom saw but I will spare the details on here. Everything is just so sad. I don't know what is going on in this world today. All you hear & see is more violence. It is sickening. Mom has followers from London & the UK & my heart goes out to everyone that lost their life in that tragic fire & also to all that were injured. My thoughts & prayers are with everyone in Virginia & London.... the victims & their family & friends. Blessings to all. 
 Right now Mom wants to thank everyone in the United States, Brazil, France, Germany, India, Kenya, Poland, Portugal & the Ukraine who continue to support me daily by reading my letters on here to Tyler. I can't thank you in person but please know that what you do means the world to me. These last ( almost ) 4 years have been painful ones for me. Blessings to each of you!
 Tyler, Mom is going to get going as my eyes are getting heavier & I am very sleepy now. I hope that you have a fun night doing everything you want to do. Check in on Mom tonight while I am sleeping. Thank you. Your painting last night was gorgeous & I also got to see the moon shining bright. I will look again tonight to see if I can see it. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Smile & Mom will too. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I miss you more than words could say & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then please continue to watch over us all. Thank you. Good night & sweet dreams my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!