Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is so frustrated with this Final Exam for school that I just had to walk away from it right now. I am sure to do pretty sh*tty on the whole thing but as I have said I have done my best & I will have to accept the grade that I get. Mom & Mark are still pretty sick. Hopefully in the next couple days it slows down. Mom really needs to be getting some sleep. a couple hours here & there for the past 3 nights are not cutting it. Maybe you can be with Mom tonight while I sleep. I could sure use your help my sweet precious son. Thank you so much. 
 Mom is pretty emotional as the dates that I have a hard time with are coming up in 3, 12 & 13 days. Mom is pretty much keeping to herself because of this. I try so hard but Tyler it is so difficult for me. I know you see Mom struggle at times & I am so sorry but really I am trying my best to " move forward " like you want me to. Please continue to help Mom because I need you. Thank you. 
 Mom has absolutely no updates for you at all other than Meme called. She was saying that when Bob has the procedure done he will have to be in the hospital for a couple days so they can monitor him closely. Depending on the days Mom might go up there & be with Meme so she is not alone. I will keep you posted on that. Grandpa, Debbie, Great Grammy, & the rest of our family are doing fine as far as I know. As Mom always says... " No news is good news! "
 The weather today started off rainy again & cloudy but then the clouds parted & something in the sky started to shine bright.... It was the sun...lol! Mom was forgetting what it looked like because it has been so long since any of us have seen it. Mom was waiting for the ground to dry up a bit before I take the pups for a walk. I will do that after I get done writing to you. Guess we will see the sun for tomorrow as well & then it is back to rain again on Friday.... go figure. This weather is crazy for sure. Maybe Mom will be able to see the moon & stars shining bright tonight & tomorrow night. I definitely will be looking for them. Maybe even a sunset as I have been missing them for the past several nights....get those paint brushes out! I will whisper to you as I always do every night so be listening for my voice. Smile & I will too. Mom hopes that your night will be filled with all the things you need & want to do. Have fun while I am sleeping. Mom misses you so much. No words can tell anyone just how much. I just don't think the words exist. I know you feel it though & that is what matters to me.
 Tonight I will write out a prayer for you & also an inspirational saying. Hope you like them. Here is the prayer for you: Dear God, If I am wrong, right me. If I am lost, guide me. If I start to give up, keep me going. Lead me in light & love. Amen!
 You inspirational saying: Unconditional Love~ I am an amazing creation of love. This body I have been given, is a home to my spirit. This is the only body that I have so I choose to nurture it with nutritional food. I always listen to my body. I am gentle with it. I rest when I need to. I treat myself with kindness & love everyday. I take time to be still & silent often. I completely love, accept & respect myself at all times. I am a miracle. I am eternally loved. I am cared for. I am treasured. I am a beautiful spirit. I love myself unconditionally & therefore I am able to love others unconditionally. 
Wow... that was the 1st time that I read that while typing it out to you. I guess I better read that every day because there is so much I need to work on. Mom loves you unconditional that is for certain. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. I love you more than all the stars in the sky at night. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Mom needs to get going now so that I can start the night stuff here. I am behind schedule so to speak because of my Final Exam. I will be back tomorrow night though with another letter to you. Until then... Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!