Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is running really late tonight as it is already 5 pm & I have not even fed the pups or got dinner going just for Mom. Mark is still gone to his client & has been since 7 am this morning. Poor guy had a longer day than expected & the drive was terrible so far for him. His meeting was suppose to be only for 2 hours & it ended up being 4 hours. Now he is going to be home quite late tonight & will have put in a 15+ hour day. This is the part of his job that Mom really hates. This is where he does not take care of himself & he ends up getting sick & then at times Mom does too. I really hope & pray that what is coming up in the Fall will bring lots of good things & Mom won't have to worry so much anymore. My fingers & toes are crossed. Please whatever you may be able to do to help us out we would gladly appreciate it. Thank you.
 Yesterday was a tough day for Mom. Mostly the whole month of June is but there are certain day that are worse than others & yesterday was one of them. Mom didn't want to really talk about it on here in my letter to you because so much sadness & bad memories were associated with that day. June 26th many years ago was the day that Grandpa, Audrey & Mom were in our really bad car accident. It was in 1988 & even after all those years Mom still remembers it like it was yesterday. It was a day that changed Mom. I was 17 years old & had so many injuries. Mom was sleeping in the back seat & that was the only reason why I lived as my body was so relaxed. Mom broke all the bones in the left side of my face, broke my jaw in 3 places, shattered my left eye socket which will never heal & broke my left femur in half & had to have a rod put in it. Mom spent 2 weeks in the hospital learning how to walk again after having 5 surgeries. Mom had over 500 stitches all over her body ( 250 of them were in my face alone. ) It took a long time for Mom to heal but I had my young age to help with that. I was determined to get better. That was one hard summer for me. Grandpa got hurt badly as well. He broke his left collarbone & the back side of his kneecap. He had many cuts, bruises, & scars on his arms & hands. They literally looked like someone put them in a blender. To this day he still has very little feeling in his hands. Audrey jumped out of the car before we got hit head on. She got a few cut & bruises along with broken ribs. The horror of it all. If that wasn't enough yesterday was also the day Mom laid you to rest. It was the day of your funeral. Another day that is etched in my mind forever. 4 years has gone by & I miss you more each passing day. I wish sometimes that I could express it to you but then I remember & realize that you don't need any words as you can feel it in your soul. Mom hopes you will always feel it. My love for you is unconditional. It always has been & it always will. Mom loves you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom loves you more than all the stars in the sky. To infinity & beyond. 
 This morning Mom did see that there was some joy that happened on June 26th. Megan had her baby. Mom chatted with her earlier & wished her congratulations. I am not sure the exact time when she was born but it looks like it was around 9:15 pm. She was tiny. She weighed in at 5 lbs & 10.4 oz. & 17.5 " long. Her name is Aubrey. She is so precious & beautiful but Mom wouldn't expect anything less as Megan is beautiful. Now Megan has 2 babies. Her son, Logan will be 2 yrs old in a few months. Mom is so happy for her & her little family. She is a good Mom. Mom is not surprised at all by that either. I am sure that you watch over them as well. You & Megan always got along so well & I know that you loved her. 
 Not much else is new for updates. The phones were quiet yesterday, last night & today. Mom got her grade for her final exam in her Anatomy & Physiology class....it was a 92%. I got 4 questions wrong. I was so happy!  My overall grade was a 96! I started my new class today & it will be another challenging one as it is Anatomy & Physiology II but I will do my best. That is all I can do! That's all Mom has for you today but I am sure to have some others in the next few days. Here is the prayer for today:
 May the Kingdom, Power & Presence of the Living God seem nearer to you now than ever before. May your understanding of what you possess in Him grow exponentially today. May you see glimpses of glory everywhere you turn so you're reminded that God is very much at work behind the scenes, answering your prayers, opening doors & moving mountains. Jesus lives to pray for you & when He prays heaven moves. Walk full of faith today simply because heaven sings a song over you. God is at work on your behalf & any day now, you will see Him breakthrough. Bless you, friend! Amen.
 Here is the inspirational message for the day:
 Praising & blessing dissolves all negativity, so praise & bless your enemies. If you curse your enemies, the curse will come back to harm you. If you praise & bless them, you will dissolve all negativity & discord & the love of the praising & blessings will return to you. As you praise & bless, you will feel yourself shift into a new frequency with the feedback of good feelings!
 Mom needs to get going for now my sweet precious son. I have so much to do & the clock is ticking not to mention Ozzy is going crazy because Mom is 30+ minutes behind feeding him his dinner. I hope that you have a peaceful night doing all the things you need & want to do. May you get the chance to come visit Mom in my dreams tonight when I fall asleep. I will whisper to you later as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear me & I will close my eyes & picture your sweet smile that I miss so very much....Mom will smile back to you. Thank you for the beautiful " painting " last night along with the clouds. There were no words...just breathtaking. Hope you will get your brushes back out tonight & " paint " Mom another one. Maybe I will see the moon & stars shining bright in the sky as well. Mom will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you so until then....Good night & sweet dreams. Remember you are forever inside my heart, mind, body & soul. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!