Sunday, June 25, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you on this Sunday evening? Mom is sorry that I did not write you a letter last night but I did not feel good at all. Mom never turned on her computer & I basically sat on the couch all day & night watching TV while Mark was visiting with his friend, Rick. He got here about 1 pm & we were suppose to go out & go shopping but because I didn't feel the greatest the guys went out & grabbed lunch & came back about an hour or so later. They went out on the balcony & smoked a cigar & chatted while Mom stayed inside. They ordered dinner later that evening but Mom didn't eat anything. I was hoping to go to bed & get a good nights sleep because I did not sleep well Friday night but that did not happen. Mom only got about 4 hours rest last night. I did get up this morning & get things going. I made coffee for the guys & made breakfast as well. We decided to go out today & do the shopping that we wanted to do yesterday but once again.... Mom did not feel well enough to do that so Mark went out for a bit & when he got back Mom did all the shopping online. I am still not feeling 100% but I do feel better than I did earlier. Mom wanted to at least write to you a small letter as I did not want to go 2 days without writing. It is after 5 pm & I need to get the night routine started for us so Mom is sorry for the short letter tonight. I will make it up to you tomorrow. 
 No real updates at all as I did not talk to anyone over the weekend. Meme did email me & was having a hard time with a situation. Mom doesn't really know what to think about it. I know Meme is upset & hurt but Mom is going to try really hard to stay out of that mess! I understand both sides but I would rather just keep to myself & not say a word. I think it would be for the best. Please watch over Meme for Mom. She is going through some tough times along with Bob. Thank you my sweet precious son. Please watch over us all. Mom appreciates it so much. 
 Tonight I will will make sure to whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for my voice. I hope you smile & Mom will smile back to you. I know I will not see any stars shining or the moon again because it is pretty dark right now. Looks like we are going to get hit with a good thunderstorm. Maybe I will sit outside if we do & watch it. This week will be a very busy one for Mark with traveling & work so could you please watch over him for Mom? Thank you. You know how much I worry about him. It will be a busy week for Mom as well with another new class & getting things ready for everyone to come down here in 6 days. Mom hopes that your night will be all that you want & need it to be. I hope that you have some fun while I am trying to get some sleep tonight. I desperately need it after not getting much the last 2 nights. Come be with me or visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you, Tyler.
 Before I close this letter I wanted to write you a little pray & inspirational message like I have been doing. Here they are for today: This is an evening blessing: May God Himself release fresh faith & perspective into your soul. May He strengthen your frame & establish your steps. May He surround you with good friends who fear God & who love you. May He give you fresh vision for your future & divine wisdom for stewarding your " now " moments. May the song in your heart ring louder than the enemy's threats & accusations. There is no one like our God & there's nothing like His love for you. Sleep well tonight. Amen. 
 Grasping the truth of our heir status should never inspire pride or judgement. Only humble gratitude.
 Mom needs to get going as I am late on everything right now. No worries though but I would like to get the pups fed. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then good night & sweet dreams. Remember you are the wind beneath my wings & my hero. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I miss you so much....if my words could just express it..... I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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