Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom is not feeling well at all right now but I at least wanted to write you a short letter to tell you just how much I miss you & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom's day was quiet but busy. I did housework & laundry in the morning & then came right in & did the rest of my final exam. I didn't even hesitate like I usually do I just sent it off to my instructor tonight. My other 3 exams were mailed out today so I have about a week breaks before my school books come in for my next class. I could use the break for sure. 
 The weather today was finally sunny & 75 degrees. It was so nice. Mom was up really early because Ozzy was sick & I was coughing so much that I couldn't sleep. I saw the sun rise this morning. It was pretty. The sunset last night was amazing. Mom took a couple pictures of it. Thank you for getting those brushes out & painting me that. It instantly made me smile. I whispered to you so I hope you heard Mom. I got to see the moon shining bright as well. Looked like almost a full moon. Hope I get to see them all again tonight. The clouds are rolling in again because tomorrow it is suppose to rain...again. Mom will whisper to you as I always do later tonight as well. Smile for me & I will picture that smile that I miss so much in my mind. Mom will smile for you to see. 
 Grandpa called tonight. All is well there & he is looking forward to coming here for a visit next month for 5 days. Debbie, Meme & Bob will be coming as well. Mom & Mark are looking forward to it as well. I love spending time with our family. I miss them. Aunt Beck touched base with Mom today as well. She is at a conference this week & we will touch base over the weekend. I chatted with Bean. She is doing well. Nothing new as of yet but she is still looking for a place. Everything will fall into place when it is suppose to for that. Mom has no other updates for you tonight. I probably will over the weekend. 
 Mom hopes that you have a peaceful evening tonight. If you can at some point come be with Mom that would be wonderful. Mom needs you my sweet precious son. Thank you so much. Here is a couple little inspirational cards for you tonight: Inner Strength & Power: I have survived every negative experience in my lifetime so far. I have not only survived, I have thrived. To heal from any hurt, I must feel every emotion that I need to go through. I never push my feelings down or try to cover them up. I face them, sit with them. learn & grow from them. Amen.
 Authenticity: I am a wonderful unique human being. I am confident to show my beautiful true colors to the world. I am proud to be me. I love who I am & I love the body that I have been given. I am in awe & gratitude for how it works for me. I am inspired by the creativeness of others & I surround myself with other authentic & organic people. I am talented, inspiring person, who appreciates all of life's beauties & wonders. I do not have time to e bored because quite simply, this life is too incredibly amazing. Amen.
 The 1st one is so fitting for Mom with all that I have gone through. I am who I am today because of it all though. The 2nd one Mom is working on...lol. Baby steps but I am doing it. You just wait & see! 
 Mom is going to go lay down as the medicine that I took is finally kicking in & I am so tired. Remember that you are Mom's hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I will be back tomorrow night so until then good night & sweet dreams. I love you more than all the stars in the sky.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!