Thursday, June 22, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is wanting to write to you now because honestly I am feeling a little fuzzy at the moment. Guess I took my medicine a little too close & now my head is feeling weird & I am kind of tired. Mom was up early this morning & actually got a lot done. I fed the pups, made coffee for Mark, breakfast for the both of us, folded laundry, got ready, took the pups out for a nice walk & then came right in & did my studying. I read chapters 3 & 4 & also took those 2 exams. I got a 95% on the 1st one & a 98% on the 2nd one. So far out of 100 question total for the 4 exams Mom has 97 questions correct & only 3 wrong. I don't think that is too shabby. I am pretty proud of myself actually. Tomorrow all day while Mark is gone I will be working on my Final exam for this course. I actually started it yesterday & will be done Friday...3 days total. Mom knows you are smiling down on me. Mom is so happy that you are near me during this whole thing. Mom is doing as well as she is because of you so thank you my sweet precious son! 
 Last night Mom spoke to Meme & Grandpa. Mom had to cut both conversations short because I lost my voice. That came out of no where though. I went to bed about an hour or so later & woke up with a voice so maybe it was that I talked too much yesterday.... Mark enjoyed the peace & quiet for a bit though...lol. Bob's appointment was simple. They did an EKG & his heart is still pumping in A Fib still  has been for the last 2 months. Doctors still do not know why though. They would like him to have blood drawn for the next 4 weeks to check all levels & have a scope down the throat to see if there are any blood clots. After that it looks like they will be shocking his heart again for the 4th time. Hopefully this will help him & things will get back to normal for Bob. The new medicine that they put him on are not working so they are back to square one on that again. Both Meme & Bob are discouraged & Mom doesn't blame them one bit. You & I know exactly how that feels. How many times did we both feel that way? Way to many to count that's for sure. Grandpa & Debbie are doing great. Looking forward to their vacation in another week when they come here to visit. 
 One of Mom's friends today is having their Dad's funeral. His Dad lost his battle with cancer last week. Just so sad. My friend took some pictures of the service as it was a full military funeral for their loved ones who lived out of state. It looked beautiful & the weather was perfect. My heart breaks for them all. Something like this is never easy. Mom hopes they can find peace & comfort now. I am sure his Dad was watching over with a smile on his face & so proud. Blessings to them all.
 Mom doesn't not have any other updates for you but I do have a prayer so here it is:
 May God himself restore to you something you lost & never thought you'd get back again. May He heal a soul wound you thought you'd never get over. May he pour out an abundance of joy & hope that makes you celebrate before the answer comes. And may thriving, rich faith mark your life in every way. You have access to the Most High God. May your live accordingly. A blessed & beautiful day & night to you. Amen. 
 here is the inspirational message of the day: You cannot be harmed unless you call harm into existence by emitting those negative thoughts & feelings. You have been given free will to choose, but when you think negative thoughts & have negative feelings, you are separating yourself from the One and All Good. Think about every negative emotion there is & you will discover that every one of them is based in fear. They come from thoughts of separation & from seeing yourself as separate from another. 
 Guess what time it is? Yup...it is that time of day where Mom needs to get going so that I can feed the pups & get dinner going for Mark & I. Mom will be taking the pups for another long walk as well. Hope that your night is all that you need & want it to be. Hope you can get the chance to visit Mom in my dreams tonight when I am sleeping. Have fun. Mom will whisper to you as I do each & every night. Smile & I will too. Hope Mom gets to see a nice sunset tonight along with the stars & moon. Nothing was seen last night which really surprised me. Mom lit a candle for you...did you see it? I will do it again this evening just for you. Mom misses you more than words can say. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. You always will. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. 
 Mom will be back again tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....Good night & sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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