Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this very rainy and dark Tuesday? Mom can't believe that it is going on 4 pm because with the weather it feels and looks like it is 10 pm. The rain that we have had has been so heavy most of the afternoon. It has been crazy. Mom is sure hoping that we will start to see some sunshine and soon. This weather is really getting to me. It is so depressing. Anyways... enough on that! 
 Mom is doing better today with her shoulder and bicep. Every day it seems to be getting better now so that is a good thing. Towards this time it starts to get somewhat sore though and usually during the evening Mom puts that aromatherapy pillow and heat on it and it feels better. Right now I can feel the soreness and it is achy but I am thinking that the weather is causing this. Mom is just so happy and blessed that it is getting better daily. Thank you, the Angels and God for healing me. It means so much to me my sweet precious son. I was able to get up early this morning and get ready, made something to eat, did those dishes and then came right in to study away. I accomplished quite a bit this afternoon. I was able to write out all my answers to my exam questions and tomorrow I will be transferring them to my exam page and submitting it for my grade. I will then be working on then next 2 chapters and exam 5. I am at that point going to be 3/4 of the way through this course. I have exam 6 to do and then it is the final exam. I think I will do okay on everything! I think but not all that sure but I believe that my next class is a coding one again. I think maybe it is the CPT. I should find out once I submit this next exam. Thank you for always being by my side and helping me through it all. Mom has very little left for my associates degree now and then it will be working on credits for my CEUs for my CRMS and then more schooling to become what I truly want to do. I can feel it in my bones and I am so sure of what I want to do now. I will fill you in on that when the time comes but I know that you already know because you have heard me talk about it. I think Mom will be graduating now at the beginning of December or definitely by the end of the year. What a great way to finish the year out with an associates degree! Mom is excited for this chapter to finish so that I can work on other projects. Mark is crazy busy with work still. He seems to be the one that does not have a slow period at all when the rest of his team does. He was video chatting with one of his team yesterday and he mentioned that things were slowing down for him and that he was glad for the break. Mom had to walk away before saying something because I so wanted to. Mark better have a slow period as well coming soon because he needs it more than all of them. Mark seems to get all the crap customers and weird hours for cutovers and long distances to boot while the other 3 guys get the easy ones. It is just not fair. I wish so much that something else would come along for Mark so that he didn't have to work so much or so hard or all those crazy cutover times. It is getting really hard for him and he is just now seeing it while I have been trying to tell him for almost 4 years. If there is anything that you can do to help out, Mom would appreciate it so much. Thank you, pumpkin. 
 Last night was quite for the phones. It never rang once. Mark and Mom had an early dinner and then we watched a couple super hero shows and then watched the Titans vs Cowboys. Cowboys looked great right in the beginning and then that was it. It was downhill from there the rest of the game. They played really bad....yup they lost. They are not doing good at all this year...again! I know you must be laughing because you did not like them and always picked on me for that. The Patriots won their game Sunday night and so did the Dolphins so I know you were smiling about that! Mom hasn't heard from Grandpa or Meme since Saturday. I will have to give them a call tomorrow to catch up on things. I will update you then. 
 Today is November 6th~ It is Election Day. Mom wanted to vote but just like 2 years ago I couldn't. I went to the online site and put all my information in and it came back that I was not in the system and I could not be found. I have a license and the state taxes me on everything but I don't have the right to vote and I am registered to be able to. It is very frustrating for Mom. So many people argue about politics and Mom just stays out of it. I know that everyone has their own opinion on things and that not everyone will see eye to eye but everyone needs to be respectful to one another and not start fights, riots, killing, etc...over it and that is exactly what is happening in this world today. It is so sad and as much as Mom wants you here with me I am glad that you do not have to witness all that has happened in the last 5 years here. So much hate and definitely not enough love now. 
 Mom really does miss you so much. I have been posting things on your social media page either daily or a few times a week even though I still write on here to you. I hope you are seeing them all as well. Smile when you do. I will whisper to you as I always do every night so smile then as well and so will Mom to you. I will be lighting the candle as soon as I am finished up here because it is so dang dark now. I really need a light on but I am almost finished on here. I love you with all my heart and soul and that is where you will forever live. You are my super hero and the wind beneath my winds. Have fun tonight while I try to sleep and if you can come be with me or visit me in my dreams. I will be back tomorrow with another letter but for now it is time to get the night routine stuff started. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams pumpkin! I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

On this mountain he will destroy the shroud that enfolds all peoples, the sheet that covers all nations; he will swallow up death forever. The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears from all faces; he will remove his people's disgrace from all the earth. The Lord has spoken. Isaiah 25:7–8, NIV

Lord our God, your kingdom is coming. Your help reaches us. However much we must suffer, we look to you, for you have given us your promise. You have promised that all shall go well with us. You have promised that while still on earth your people may have strength to trust in you and wait for you in patience and joy. So lay your hands upon us, O Lord our God, and let your redeeming strength be revealed in us. You know all our needs. You see into each heart and know how to help, as you have promised. Bless us and help us, and may your name be honored among us. May your kingdom come, and your will be done on earth as in heaven. Amen.