Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is plum tucked out after the day that I have had. Mark and Mom had today all planned out and everything changed around 11am. It was a dasterous day and Mom has been quite upset for most all  of it too. It all started when Mark decided to go down the stairs to get all the decorations like 4 times without waiting for me to help. I started breakfast and then got ready. When Mom was done I was getting ready to get Mark so we could make breakfast and I saw he was playing his game online and then the phone rang so Mom spoke to Meme for a bit. She wanted to know if I was okay because Bob had seen something that I posted online. I told her about it and then we spoke about a few other things before we said bye. After 
I got off the phone I told Mark I was ready to make the breakfast and he said nah no need. I was so angry as I had made half of it already made. To say the least I finished making breakfast and I ate alone. Mark didn’t have any of it at all. He had a protein bar about an hour later right then in front of me. He went to his office after that and chatted with his brother for a bit while Mom was taking down the Fall decorations. I finished that up and then started on the Christmas decorations and Mark still didn’t come out of his office. I walked by and he was sitting in his chair sleeping. My blood was boiling at that point. I was so angry at him. Mom went right n and told him this was BS and that he pulls this crap every year when we are supposed to decorate. He has done it the last 3 years and I am so tired of it. He is the one who wanted the dang thing up and to not help is so beyond wrong. Mom ended up doing everything all alone. After I was finished I did the dusting and vacuuming plus fed the pups and got dinner going. Finished that up and washed the dishes. No help at all. I looked over and Mark was sleeping on the couch again. I told him if he was that dang tired then go to bed. We haven’t spoken all day and Mom has no intention of saying anything tonight. I am sore and tired and I have a massive headache right now. He has done nothing but sleep, chat on his cell phone, play on his cell phone or stare at the tv while football was on. Mom isn’t even going to bother because I refuse to get all worked up. I plan on taking a nice long bath tonight and then watch tv and then go to bed to hopefully get some solid sleep tonight. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day. The weather is suppose to be crappy again...snow tonight and a good snow storm on Tuesday into Wednesday. Thanksgiving is suppose to be windy and brutal cold. Next week we are being told there will be another snow storm. This stinks as the last 2 years we haven’t gotten any snow since the end of January. I am tired of it already and it really hasn’t even started...ugh! Anyways....
 Mom misses you so much. I told of you every time I placed one of your ornaments on the tree. I remembered when I gave them to you and where we were. This time of the year is hard for me. Holidays are just not the same anymore. They never will be again. They are like just another day for me now. I see all kinds of pictures that people take and I long to have all that back again. I love you so much. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. Mom is on her iPad again tonight. Day 2 of not turning my computer on so I am going to try and figure out how to post pictures but not sure I will be successful...lol! Mom will definitely be on her computer tomorrow as it is Monday and it is a day of studying for me. If I cannot post pictures tonight again then I will tomorrow.... promise! Remember that you are my superhero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now, Mom is going to relax for the evening and try to get rid of this headache that I have. Have fun tonight while I get some sleep. Come visit if you can. The candle is burning bright for you and Mom will whisper to you later. Smile when you hear me and I will smile to you. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son! I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤️