Dear Tyler,

Hi Buddy! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? I hope you are well and so happy!!! Mom is doing good as can be. I was up early this morning because Mark went into the office and I couldn't sleep, but I actually got a lot done! The weather is humid, and sunny!!! 75 degrees today but will be getting back down into the 50's tomorrow but no rain so I will take it! I was so surprised to see that there were a few stars that were visible last night around 11 pm. I had a grin on my face from ear to ear. I whispered to you so I hope that you heard Mom. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon & back.
 I had quite a few conversations today with Aunt Shirley, Auntie Kristina, & Bonnie. Took up my morning and afternoon..lol! Everyone is doing well so that was nice to hear. Took the pups for a couple small walks to get them out in the fresh air and had some nice conversations with the neighbors. I learned the history behind the community that we live in and I also learned that one of our neighbors lost a child too. We chatted about that for awhile. She agreed with me saying that time does not get any easier it gets harder. She said the same thing I did... we just think that you are on an extended vacation and can't talk right now or visit... we know the truth but it helps us on a day to day basis. It is sad to know that many deal with what I do on a regular basis but it is nice to know I am not alone. Always interested in what others do to cope. 
 I can't believe I have been writing this blog now for almost 9 months. I have 12,200 hits on here and several followers through these 9 months. Although I do not do it for anyone else but my own...it is nice to know that many people still read my letters to you daily. I would like to hope that if someone is reading them and needing comfort for the same reasons that I am helping out.( I would like to say thank you to all that continue to read these and support me. )
 I really need a huge favor from you and other Angels... Meme is in need of help along with Bob. I know you know the situation so no need of me leaving details here. It is so hard for me to help out because I am so far away but I am so scared for them both. Please do all that you can do to make them both safe. Thank you so much! You know how much it means to me.
 I will be walking later this evening with the pups. I will be hoping to see the stars shining in the sky. I will be whispering to you as I always do. Be listening my sweet precious son. Have a wonderful evening tonight. May it be peaceful and all that you want it to be. Fly high and fly free. I miss and love you beyond words can ever express. Always know and remember this. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!