Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart. How are you doing tonight in the Heaven above? I hope you are doing so well and you are so happy! That is all I want for you. To do all that you can and want and to be all that you can be. To grow and gain knowledge up in Heaven. I want you to be flying high and flying free with a huge Cheshire's cat grin on your face at all times! Mom is doing ok today. I am so sorry that I have not written to you in the last 2 days but nothing major has gone on. Yesterday we had the chance of going out for a bit. Mark & I got home around 7 pm and then put groceries away and didn't even eat dinner until 8 pm. Dishes were done and I was sitting down relaxing around 9:30 pm. That was late for me and I was really tired. Didn't really sleep all that much either. Snickers was snoring so loud last night and Mark wasn't feeling good. I was up at 3 am with the dogs and then up again around 5 am with Mark. Fell back to sleep around 6 am until 9:30 am and then decided to get up. Good news is that Snicks is feeling better and he is not licking at his little arm or paw anymore. He is playing, eating, and drinking again like he should be. I am so happy about that. Max is doing better for the moment as well. He is not bleeding when he is urinating so the apple cider vinegar seems to be working! This makes me happy too :) 
 Mark is doing well. He is always working hard to provide for him and I. He is taking really good care of me and I know that is important to you and what one of your wishes were. I know he is making you very proud! I know you are smiling down on us and smiling. We are getting ready to make a trip back to NH for Marion & Charlie's wedding. We are also coming along with plans for our own wedding in December. I am enjoying all this planning and it keeps me busy. I like doing things like this but it makes me so sad because when I think about it and when that special day comes you will not be with me here in the physical world to enjoy it with us. I want that so bad. I want you to be right by my side so I can see you,talk to you, and laugh with you. I know you will be there in spirit along with Amy, Ron & Wendy all smiling down on Mark & Mom. It will make me smile but it just won't be the same. I hope that you can understand that.
 Thank you so much for the nice surprises at night! Going outside and seeing all the beautiful stars are so pretty and soothing for Mom. I know and can see that you are up in the Heaven's shining brightly for me to see. When I see the stars I just get this huge smile on my face and I just start chatting away to you. It makes me happy. I hope that you can hear me talking to you. Today was another warm and beautiful day. In the 80's and sunny. I am hoping that the night sky will show the stars once again for me. Be listening for Mom... I will chatting and whispering to you again as I always do nightly! 
 I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you more than life itself. I just want and need you to know this daily. You will always remain my world. No one will ever or could ever change this! Please continue to watch over us, our family & friends like you always do. Thank you for everything. Watch over Aunt Becky & John again as they set out to travel back to Ecuador early Wednesday morning. They will be gone for another 5 weeks. Make sure to stop on by and see them this time. I know Aunt Becky will be happy to see you and hear from you. She misses you too just like so many other family and friends.
 I hope you have a peaceful night Tyler. Sweet dreams. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world..... Forever!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!