Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing today in the Heavens above? I am doing just alright. Another tough night for our family. Late last night Meme called me to let me know that our cousin Deborah passed at 11:10 pm from her battle with lung & brain cancer. 2 deaths in one week is harsh. Not to mention both lost their battles to cancer. Makes me so sad. The other reason why today is hard is because of course it is 9 months since you left us from this world. I have just been so emotional this week. I am on an emotional overload. Too much for Mom.. just too much! I miss you so much. I love you beyond any words I can ever say. 
 Right now as I am typing you this letter, Mark is skyping with your bestie Jeremy. I spoke with him earlier today and I asked how he was doing. He said he was doing great because he knows you are with him. I believe him completely. I know you are. I know Ron is too. Jeremy mentioned the 3 Amiagos... made me smile and then had tears in my eyes. I miss visiting with Jeremy and seeing Ron but I know just like you that he is freed from the wheelchair and vent and he is free from all limitations. I know you both are so much happier. I guess I just wish I could see it with my own 2 eyes. I know I will someday :)
 Jeremy was saying that he is no longer at Crotched Mtn. He has moved and the folks treat him so much better. He looks great and has gained some weight. It was the place that you 2 spoke about going to. He said he knows you would have loved it there with him! Again.. I believe him completely!
 Not much else has gone on today. I have been on the phone and computer dealing with the Motor Vehicle and Social Security. I need to renew my license and I lost my social security card. What a mess. I have a bunch of paperwork to fill out and send to the agencies to get this all started. I also shopped for things for the wedding too today! That was fun. It is all coming together for us. 
 The weather today for the 1st day of Spring was beautiful. The sky was blue and so sunny with temps in the 70's. Just a nice Spring day. We were lucky. Back home they got more snow and ice. Another nasty storm. I am hoping that the sky is clear tonight so that I may get the chance to see the stars shining brightly. Either way I will still be whispering to you so please be listening for Mom. 
 I hope your evening is peaceful and all that you want it to be. Continue to watch over Mark, Mom and the rest of our family and friends. Thank you for all you do. I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back. Sweet dreams my precious son! Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!