Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing today in Heaven? I hope you are doing well and that you are so happy doing all that you are wanting to do. Here in Texas it is cold, heavy rain, thunder and lightning and I am not liking this. This weather makes me tired and achy plus it is so depressing for me as well. I never used to like the rain but as I grew older and wiser my mind set was when it rains it washes all the negative things in the world and makes everything better.. I still do believe that but I just have a harder time with it now. Snickers has a hard time with the thunder for some reason. He gets really scared and always growls and pees everywhere. To say the least Mark & I were up all night cleaning up after him and we are both so tired and Snickers has been sound asleep for most of the day. Max is doing ok. I believe he is failing faster and faster though. He is sleeping a lot and doesn't eat very much. He is needing to go out every 1 1/2 hours throughout the day and night. It is hard work and it is sad but he is worth it. I know you are with him. He was your big " bub bub ". 
 Spoke to Aunt Becky yesterday. They are doing well. We chatted for almost 2 hours. It was nice to catch up. She said that she has been calling you in and getting no response. I told her that I was feeling a little disconnected from you as well lately. We both agree that you are really really busy and you have important things you are doing up there in Heaven. The man that gave me my reading.. Forrest.. he will be visiting Aunt Becky & John this week and next week. I hope you stop on by and let all of us know that you are ok and what you have been up too. Mom still likes to know... :)
 Not much else is really new here. Mark is working most of the time and supporting and providing for us and I am still in the process of looking for new apartments for us whether it is in Ohio or somewhere else in Texas. I am also working on all the details for the wedding. I am definitely staying busy these days. We will be going back to NH in June for Charlie & Marion's wedding. It will be so nice to see our family and friends but it will be so different because I haven't been back there since you passed. Bonnie will be coming back to Texas and watching the pups for us while we are away. We think that is so sweet. The pups love her and she loves them plus it is allows us to not have to board them. That makes me happy. We will be in NH for 6 days. I plan on coming to see you every day so that we can chat. I a hoping to get your flat stone very soon and have it in by Spring and then get your bench. I just hope I make the right choices and that you will be happy with them. 
 I miss you so much. The last few days have been tough for Mom. Bare with me though. I will get through them. I love you so much too! As usual the weather is cloudy and overcast so the stars will not be visible again but I know you are always shining bright up there. Continue to watch over us all. Thank you for all you do! Be listening to Mom as I will be whispering to you tonight. Fly high and free my sweet precious son and Angel in Heaven above. I love you to the moon and back! Sweet dreams. I miss you!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!