Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! How are you doing today in the Heaven's above? I know you are doing awesome.. no doubt about it. Mom is doing ok today. The weather was crappy again today with overcast skies and rain again. The temp was in the 60's though so that was kinda nice. 
 Mom was doing some cleaning today and found the book that I had wrote notes down from my reading with Forrest. It was so nice to reread again. I remembered quite a bit but did however forget some things that you told me. The notes made me laugh and some made me tear up. At the time of the reading it was just a little over a month after you passed. My feelings were so raw. My heart hurt so bad. One thing that was so special to me is when I told you that you were my Hero and in return you bowed and said as you are mine! Still makes me tear up to hear that. Such unconditional love that we had for one another. A true Mother and Son team :)
 I was and still am so honored to be your Mom. That you chose me so many years ago to walk this Earth with you and experience all that we did together. All the hard times, the ups and the downs. I wouldn't trade it for the world and I would do it all again in a heart beat! I love you so much and I miss you terribly. 
 I won't be able to see the stars tonight again as it is cloudy and overcast. I know you are shining brightly in the sky above. I will whisper to you as I always do. Be listening for Mom. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Watch over us as you always do...Thank you!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!