Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart! Ho are you doing today? I hope that you are happy as can be doing what you need to do and want to do up in the Heavens above. Mom is doing ok today. I am sorry that I did not get a chance to write to you yesterday but Wednesday night while we were walking the pups ( around 11 pm ) I had a hold of Max and he decided to go 1 way as I  was going the other and I didn't think anything of it. He tugged as he usually does but my arm was hurting after. Went to be and woke up early Thursday morning and I could not move my arm and the pain was so intense. I took some medicine but it really didn't do any good. All day yesterday I could not do anything. Couldn't even lift my right arm. Max pulled the muscles in my arm and shoulder. The pain was so awful. I iced it several times during the evening for about 5 hours. (The medicine didn't touch it yesterday at all.I was in tear all day. ) Today.. my arm and shoulder is still in pain but getting better. I still can't do  whole lot with my right arm but I can do some things What a mess. Leave it to the dogs to hurt me again. Anyways.... enough of that. 
 The last 3 nights I have been able to see the stars shining brightly in the sky. It has made me so happy. It has been a series of warm evenings and a nice breeze. That is Mom's perfect kind of weather. I have been whispering to you so I hope you have been hearing me. 
 Mom found another song I wanted to share with you. It is by Christina Perri and the song is called " Human ". Hope you like it and understand why... it is how I feel many of days.

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay
Awake for days
If that's what
You want
Be your
Number one
I can fake a 
Smile
I can force a 
Laugh
I can dance and
play the part
If that's what
You ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only Human
I bleed when I fall down
I'm only Human
And I crash and
I break down
Your words in my head
Knives in my heart
You build me up
And then I fall apart
I'm only Human, yeah
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what 
You need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I'l get through it
But I'm only Human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only Human
And I crash and
I break down
Your words in my head
Knives in my heart
You build me up
And then I fall apart
I'm only Human, yeah
I'm only Human
I'm only Human
Just  little
Human
I can take so much
Until I've had enough
'Cause I'm only Human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only Human
And I crash and
I break down
Your words in your head
Knives in my heart
You build me up
And then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only Human, yeah

Tyler, I would like to believe that you completely understand the lyrics of this song an you can relate to them just as much as I can. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul. I hope you have a peaceful night. Sweet dreams my precious son. Fly high and fly free. I will be whispering to you tonight when I go outside.. be listening for me.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo Muah!