Dear Tyler,

Hi sweetheart. How are you doing today? Mom is doing fine. It is a beautiful day today. Sunny and blue skies not to mention it is 72 degrees... the kind of weather that your Momma likes :)
 I got the best surprise last night when I took the pups for a late night stroll around our little community. The sky was clear and the stars were out. So many of them shining brightly in the sky. The color of the sky was like a black/purplish color..really pretty. I just remember that when I looked up to the sky I had such a big grin on my face and I was just chatting away to you. My smile was just so big..like a Cheshire grin :) 
 I hope that I get to have that nice surprise again this evening when it gets dark out. I will be one happy girl. See Tyler, the little things are what matters to Mom. I don't need anything big or expensive to make me happy. I just remember you saying you didn't want a girlfriend because girls were expensive and you boys always had to buy flowers, candy, and all kinds of gifts, etc for us. You used to crack me up with that. You used to make me laugh and smile. I just loved you to pieces and still do. 
 I want you to know that I am so honored to have had all the years that I did with you. I am honored to have called you my son. I am blessed to have had all the memories that we had to share with each other. I was and still am one lucky Mom. You taught me so many things about life. What was important and what was not. I got to experience the world through your eyes and how you lived your life. No matter what you showed me the best was knowing what unconditional love was. I often wonder what I showed you, what you learned from me. If anything at all...
 I miss you so much. I find myself every day looking to the sky and just gazing at it..wondering where you are and what you may be doing. I know you are happy and are well. I believe that you are doing so many things up there for God. I believe you have many many jobs.. I just wonder what they are??? 
 Please continue to watch over us. All our family & friends. Thank you my sweet precious son. My sweet Angel in Heaven. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I will whisper to you tonight so be listening for Mom. Sweet dreams and may your evening be peaceful for you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

PS. Make sure you go visit your Aunt Becky.. it is her Birthday today! I am sure she would love to see you :)