Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! Happy Halloween to you in Heaven! Today is your favorite holiday so I hope you are enjoying seeing all the kids dressed up in their costumes. Oh how I miss you & miss taking you out trick or treating when you were younger. You had so much fun! Remember the time you laughed because I dressed up as Mrs. Potts? That was so much fun...lol! The costume was so dang big that I couldn't even get out of the door! The memories are what keeps me going since you passed. Every day is tough but the holidays are the worst. Aunt Shirley sent me a message telling me that she went to visit you today. She placed a light  & a goodie bag at your resting place. Hope you enjoy the treats. I would do the same if I was there. I will post some pictures on my blog for you to check out. I think you will get a kick out of them. Some will be of Jack, puppies in costumes, & I even found one of a seal near some pumpkins. I hope you like them! I miss you so much, Tyler. I love you unconditionally still. I always will. I used to say that I missed being a Mom, but now I know that I will always be a Mom & it is just in a different way. I am a Mom to my Angel in Heaven. I hope that you have the chance to hang out with Ron, Ricky, Lucas, Amy, Wendy & so many others. If I know you... y'all will get into some mischief tonight! Have fun.. wish I could see you though. I know I will in my dreams! 
 This will be just a quick little note because I have so many pictures to post on here for you.. maybe 7 or 8!!! I will write to you tomorrow night with the daily prayers. I hope that your evening is restful & peaceful. May it be all that you & need it to be. I will look to the sky tonight to see the moon & the stars. I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you will hear me. 
 Sweet dreams my precious son. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!