Dear Tyler,

Just wanted to stop by & tell you that I love you so much! I miss you terribly. I just heard " Wind Beneath My Wings " by Bette Midler & the tears just started to flow. I remember the last time I heard this song & where I was. I was in the hospital getting ready to say goodbye to you. I sang you this song as it was always " our song." Guess it hit me harder than what I thought it would. Guess that song always will from now on. 
 Today has been a pretty good day. Did a few things as promised. I got out of bed & exercised too! I am trying! I won't let it defeat me at all. I am strong & I will get through this. It may take day to day for results but it will happen!!!!
 I hope that you have a great evening! I hope that it will be all that you want it to be & need it to be. I will walk Snicks later & I will look for the stars & moon to be shining brightly. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you be listening out & can hear me. 
 You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!