Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! I am so sorry that I have not been able to write to you the last several nights. It has been crushing me that I couldn't but Mom has just been so sick. I have been in bed the last 4 days/nights. Today has been the first day that I was up & moving around. I don't quite know what has been going on but I hadn't gotten any sleep either. I know you know that I am not fibbing to you... I know you can see what I am going through. I call on you to be there for Mom to help me. I need you, I always will need you... every day for the rest of my life. 
 It is late right now as I had to go shopping, put everything away, make dinner, dishes, etc... the night sky is upon us & I will have to walk Snickers in a few. I hope to see the stars & moon shining brightly. Mark told me the other night that the moon was amazing. I smiled but it made me sad as I had to miss it. I will whisper to you tonight. I hope that you will be able to hear Mom. 
 I have all day tomorrow to write you such a long letter & catch up on the daily prayers to you. I think I have 6 to write now. It will be a very long letter but so worth it. I have missed so much in the last 4 - 5 days. Haven't spoken to anyone really. Just didn't feel like it. I was in pain & so tired. It was awful. I hope that it is all behind me now so that I can get back on track. Mark took such good care of Mom this whole week. You would be so proud of him. He is keeping his promise to you pumpkin. I know that makes you & him so very happy. 
 I am going to end this letter to you for now. I want to get another good night sleep so until tomorrow when I write to you more. Have a restful & peaceful evening my sweet precious son. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Sweet dreams. You are always in my heart & soul. You are always on my mind...24/7. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!