Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing today on this very rainy & wet afternoon? I hope where you are it is sunny & warm so that you can have that warmth on your face. Just how you always liked it. The weather here for the next couple days is suppose to be really crappy. Lots of wind, rain, & some thunderstorms. Not looking forward to all that seeings how Snicks is afraid of it all now for some reason. Not much has happened with us in 2 days. Mark is working a lot & I still keep doing my thing as I always do. Our family seems to be doing well these days so that is good. I do need to get in touch with Grandpa & Debbie to see how her doctors visit went. She was going to find out when her surgery is going to be. I hope that all goes well & that she is ok. I know that with you watching over them & us all that you will do everything you can to make sure we are all well. Again, I ( and our entire family ) am so thankful for you & what you do for us on a daily basis. I love you, Tyler.
 Here are the daily prayers for the last couple days.... November 20th~ O give me thanks to the Lord, for he is good; for his steadfast love endures forever. Now thank we all our God with hearts & hands & voices, who wondrous things hath done, in whom his world rejoices;who, from our mothers' arms, hath blessed us on our way with countless gifts of love, & still is ours today. Yes, thank you Lord for all that you do for me, for us every day. I am so thankful & happy for all the blessings I have in my life. Amen.
 November 21~O Lord, hear; O Lord, forgive; O Lord, listen & act & do not delay! Heavenly Father, I made a mess of this relationship, & I ask to be forgiven. I did my best, but it wasn't enough to overcome the challenges we faced & I know that I have done my share of hurting just as I have been hurt. Please find it in your heart to forgive me, & help me be forgiven by those I have harmed. And please, God, help me forgive myself. I learned a valuable lesson in this situation, & now it is time to let go of the pain & heal. They who forgive most shall be most forgiven. A few times through the years I have felt this way. Relationships have crumbled & failed & I have gotten severely hurt by them. I have managed through the years to understand everything that has happened & why the relationships had to end. I have forgiven them both & wish them all the happiness in the world. I have always been a believer that everything has happened for a reason. I am now in a better place in my life as far as a relationship. Mark is everything that I ever wanted in a man. He is a giver & he takes care of me. He is such a gentleman. I am so lucky. I thank God for him very day. I know that he made promises to you Tyler & I believe that he is making sure he is keeping those promises to you. I always believe that it is important to forgive all that have done you wrong. I am learning this every day of my life. Thank you God for giving me the necessary tools, patience, & love to forgive! Amen.
 I can't believe that the evening sky is already upon us. It got dark much quicker tonight due to the rainy weather. I know I won't be seeing anything in the sky other than clouds but I will as always be whispering to you as I always do. I hope that you can hear me Tyler. I miss you & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. Sweet dreams my sweet precious son. May your night be peaceful & all that you want & need it to be. Fly high & fly freely.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!