Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? I hope you are well. I hope that you are going so many places & that you are learning & doing so many things. Mom has had another tough day. I can't seem to catch a break this past week and a half. Too much on my mind & it shows in the work that I am doing for school. I received another grade for my test that I submitted & it has been the lowest all through the course. It is making me second guess this all. I thought that Mom found something she might possibly be good at but with these test scores I am thinking that I might have been completely wrong. I am so bummed out. I am just not sure of anything right now. I really need some help with my directions in all aspects of my life. I need your help. I need help from anyone & everyone that can help Mom. Thank you Tyler.
 There is no new updates from yesterday for you. Things are still the same. Lots of decisions that still need to be made, wondering what will be the best for us, what would be the best decision in the long run & not just " in the now ." I have been hoping for a sign to help us out to where & what we need to choose but nothing yet. Mark & Mom don't want to make the wrong decision & then in a few months we end up regretting it. Anything you can do to help Mom & Mark out would be great. Again, thank you my sweet precious son. 
 Here is the daily prayer for you today before I forget. June 17~ These are exciting times to be part of your world, O God, for your Spirit is stirring us into vision & action to revitalize our communities. Be with us in difficult times of decision-making. We must learn to be united, despite our differences of opinion. Move us beyond our too-busy schedules, our boredom with routine & committees, & our preference to debate & deliberate rather than do. Be with us as we volunteer & vote. Be with & bless us, the ordinary citizens, for we are as needy as our street & communities. Extend your hand of grace & bless us as we revitalize our neighborhoods, communities, & country, keeping you as cornerstone & Master Builder.
 Aren't you proud of Mom, Ty? I actually did the daily prayer on the exact day! I am impressed with myself...lol. Anyways, I am hoping to see the stars & the moon tonight shining in the sky. Last night I sat outside for a couple hours & there was such a beautiful sunset but nothing was shining. I whispered to you as I always do, did you hear Mom? I will whisper to you again tonight just like I always tell you I will. Be listening for Mom's voice again. 
 I hope that you have a wonderful night. I hope that you do all that you need & want to do. I hope that you get a chance to slow down & relax. If you sleep, may you have the sweetest dreams possible. I hope that when Mom closes her eyes tonight I see you in my dreams. You are forever in my heart, mind, & soul. I miss you so much pumpkin. I love you beyond life itself. Never forget this.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!