Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. Mom wanted to stop by to let you know that it was a very tough day for me & it is now extremely late. I have been an emotional wreck because 2 years ago today was when I received the nightmare of a call. I have replayed the scenario over & over. It still is a nightmare for Mom. It is so hard to write you a letter tonight so I am not going to but I needed to tell you that I miss you so much & I love you beyond any words could ever express. I hope that you will have a peaceful night & sweet dreams. I hope to see you in my dreams tonight as well. You will forever be in my heart, mind, & soul my sweet precious son.
 Be waiting for all your balloons to go up to you tomorrow. We have about 15 family & friends coming down to your resting place. You will have 30+ balloons being release to you, a couple for Uncle Joe, & his son & 1 balloon for my friend, Holly. I hope they make you smile. Some will be hearts & bright stars in all colors that you liked, plus a teddy bear from Great Grammy & a monkey one from Mom. I promise to write to you tomorrow night & give you the daily prayers. I just can't do it tonight. I hope you understand. 
 Until tomorrow, Love always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!