Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing today on this Tuesday evening? Today has been a very sad day as I am sure you already know for our family. Grandpa called me tonight to tell me that Uncle Joe had a rough night last night. This morning he passed away. Heaven received another Angel. Have you seen him yet? I told him to give you a hug & a kiss from Mom. Told him to watch over you for Mom too. Great Grammy knows now & she is so sadden by this news. She is taking it hard. Rightfully so as that was her brother. I am sure he was so surprised to see that he was reunited with his son, Mike again. He had passed a few weeks ago & Uncle Joe was in a medicated coma for so many weeks that no one in the family was able to tell him. This is just so sad & heartbreaking. Give him a big hug from me when you do see him. Thanks pumpkin. 
 Not much else to update you on after that news. Everyone else are well. Thank you for watching over us all the time as you do. It means the world to me to have Angels like you taking care of Mom & our family & friends. 
 It was also a sad day for Mom today as one of Mom's friends Matt passed away 5 years ago today. It was his Angelversary. You met him a few times as him & his wife came over the house for dinner. I met him when Mom worked at the Music Shop. He became a fast sweet dear friend of mine that I miss. He left behind his son that was just born. He passed from cancer. I remember our last conversation. Matt told Mom that he was going to be like me. He was going to beat it & he would be around to watch his son grow up. He passed a few weeks later. His son, Brody is 5 years old now. Ya know, I hate the month of June. Always have. You got sick on the 10th of June, you passed on the 20th of June 2013, Matt passed on the 2nd of June 2010, & now Uncle Joe on the 2nd of June, 2015... not to mention Mom's & Grandpa's anniversary of our car accident was the 26th of June 1988. Just way to much sadness for Mom.
 Anyways.... I wanted to write to you the daily prayers for you before I forget. June 1~ And the scripture was fulfilled which saith, Abraham believed God, & it was imputed unto him for righteousness; & he was called the Friend of God. Dear God, your love embraces me like the warmth of the sun, & I am filled with light. Your hope enfolds me in the arms so strong, I lack for nothing. Your grace fills me with the strength I need to move through this day. For these gifts you give me, of eternal, eternal peace, & most of all, for eternal friendship. I thank you God.
 June 2~ When I consider thy heavens, the work of thy fingers; the moon and the stars; which thou hast ordained; What is man, that thou art mindful of him? and the son of man, that thou visitest him? Lord, it's so easy for us to get bogged down in the details of life on this earth. But when we have the opportunity to gaze up at the stars on a clear night, it is easy to remember that there is so much more to your creation than our relatively insignificant lives. You placed the stars and know them by name, Lord, & you know us by name too. We are blessed to be even a tiny part of your magnificent creation! That you also care so deeply for us is the best gift of all. 
 Tonight was suppose to be the Strawberry Moon or Pink Moon that was visible to us but that is just not going to happen here. The rain is still coming down & the wind is still blowing a lot. Today was day 2 of the crappy weather. Cold, & just bitter. I hope that you get to see the moon tonight. I am sure it will be amazing to see. I know I will not be seeing anything as the sky is just cloudy. I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you hear Mom. I love you with all that I have. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are still my everything. I miss you my sweet precious son. 
 I hope that you have a peaceful night. May you get to rest & have the sweetest dreams. I hope to see you tonight in my own. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!