Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday night? Mom is so sorry for not writing to you last night but as you know it was day 3 of not a good day. Instead of writing about it I chose to just not right at all. I know you understand it all as you see everything that is going on. Mom has had quite the day today. Mom needs to thank you so much for being with me today. You sure proved to Mom without a doubt that you ( along with others ) are my Guardian Angel. A huge mishap happened today & it could have turned much worse but it didn't. Thank you my sweet precious son. Thank you so much. Just writing this is going to make me cry again.....I love you so much. Too the moon & back & all the way around the world. Please always remember this, please.
 Mom got to speak to Meme & Aunt Beck today. Everything is good. They are well. I am sure that Grandpa will be calling Mom later tonight as well. We have yet to find out if he got the position that he went for. I really hope so. I know you are not just with Mom but all of us. Thank you for that as well. We all thank you, pumpkin.
 The night sky is here & it looks clear so I am hoping that I will later get to see the stars & moon shining bright. Whether I do or not I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you hear my voice. Mom hopes that you have a restful evening. If you rest sweet dreams to you & come see me in my dreams tonight. 
 Here are the daily prayers that I need to catch up on. January 6~ I will praise thee, O Lord, with my whole heart; I will show forth all thy marvellous works. Lord, this year I pray I will stop taking all your miraculous works for granted. Whether I praise you through songs, words, or actions, I want to praise you not only for what you are doing, but also for you have done in the past. Help me see the holiness of the ordinary in each day of this New Year. Amen.
 January 7~ Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; & learn not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, & he shall direct thy paths. I can look over my shoulder & see times when you, Pathfinding God, were a ready & dependable companion. I couldn't have done it without you. And I believe that you are already waiting to take my hand into tomorrow----knowledge that gives me the security to take risks. Amen.
 Mom is all caught up again. The night is still young but Mom is not feeling all that great. Please be with me, Mom needs you. Thank you. You will forever be in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!