Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing tonight on this Tuesday evening? Mom, as you already know is having another rough day but I want you to know that things will get better in time & I am doing ok. I am a tough nut just like you were. I am strong & this too shall pass. Just be beside Mom & I will get through anything, ok? Thanks Ty! Not much to really tell about today as you have seen it first hand & I refuse to air dirty laundry online especially not in my letter to you. You know what I mean.....
 Mom did get a chance to speak to Meme today as she was home. She is still having so many problems with her new vehicle, but other than that she is doing well. Bob is having good & bad days again because they switched his meds around. Hopefully things will go back to the way they were before so he can feel better. I know you are watching over them as you do Mom. Thank you. Didn't hear from Grandpa about the commissioner position so I am guessing it was not good news for him. So bummed about that. He really wanted it. The only thing I can think of is that he waited too long to put his paperwork in & there were a few others that got theirs in earlier. I know you will be with Grandpa as well. He will need you.....so again Thank you. Still haven't spoken to Aunt Beck but that is on my to do list tomorrow. Things have just been too crazy here the last 3 days. I will give you more updates as I know.
 The weather today was so cold...holy hell....coldest yet by far but it was sunny. The sky is super clear tonight & I say some stars shining earlier this evening. It made Mom smile that is for sure. Maybe later I will see more. I will be sure to look & whisper to you as I do each night. Hope you will be listening for my voice. Mom is hoping that you have a wonderful night tonight. May it be full of peace & relaxation. May it be all that you need & want it to be to. Hope you will get a chance to close your eyes & if you do hope you will have sweet dreams. Come see Mom tonight in my own when I fall asleep too. I still continue to look for signs from you so keep sending them when you can. I miss you so much. Tonight would have been another night that I would have needed one of your pep talks. Oh how I miss them so much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Never forget this, please.
 Here is your daily prayer for today. January 5~ And the eyes of them that see shall not be dim & the ears of them that hear shall hearken. The heart also of the rash shall understand knowledge & the tongue of the stammerer shall be ready to speak plainly. Give us eyes with which to see, noses with which to sniff, ears with which to hear the faintest sound along the paths you have set for us, O God of daily Daily Joys. Following you is a whole experience---body, mind, & soul. Amen.
 Just remember as well, Ty that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. I love you unconditionally & that will never change.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!