Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? I am sure that you are doing all that you want & need to wherever you may be. There is no doubt in my mind. Mom's day started out pretty good. Did some housework this morning, gave the puppies a bath, took them for a walk later & did some reorganization as well. This afternoon Mark went out for a bit & ran a couple errands because Mom was not feeling good. I was chilly, was really light headed & dizzy. I know that you saw Mom & you were there with me. I made dinner & started pounding the water & I am feeling better now. Thanks for being near me. I love knowing that you never leave my side. It means so much to me but I know you know that as well because you can feel it. Thank you my sweet precious son.
 The weather today was so beautiful. It was over 50 degrees & it was partly sunny. So nice. People were out enjoying the nice Spring like weather. Some were running, walking their dogs, or just walking in general & some were throwing a football around. I wished that I had felt better because I would have been out longer. This week it is suppose to have a couple days almost in the 60's. It says rain but Mom is hoping that one day it won't so that I will be able to take the pups for a long walk again. Can't wait until Spring. Someone says we have 49 days. Seems unreal as time is just flying by. Can't believe that tomorrow is already February 1st. This week Meme & Princess have Birthdays. They share the same day... how sweet is that? I thought it was meant to be when I heard her Birthday when we picked her up. It was special indeed. She is such a sweetheart. I know you would have loved her & always would have yelled at Ozzy for being a little sh*t...lol. I know you are seeing them from where you are & I am so sure that you are smiling away. Hope that you are watching over Daisey, Ziggy, Max, Snickers, Snapples for Mom. Can you give them big hugs & kisses & tell them I love & miss them. Thank you pumpkin. 
 Mom surprisingly does not have any updates for you tonight either. Didn't hear from anyone yesterday or today. We have a skype call in a few minutes so I will have some updates for you tomorrow. I will definitely touch base with Aunt Beck as her & John leave a week from today & I am sure that I will chat with Meme tomorrow. She usually calls Mom during her lunch break. That is nice that I get to chat with her daily. Debbie starts her new job tomorrow as well. Lots going on. Mark will be traveling in another week for a few days & during that time Mom will be having a friend come & visit. Should be fun. I am really looking forward to it. We have a few things planned while she is here. I am sure that there will be plenty of laughs, eating & wine...lol. Think that is all for now.
 Here is the daily pray for today. January 31~ And I will bring the blind by a way that they knew not; I will lead them in paths that they have not known: I will make darkness light before them, & crooked things straight. These things will I do unto them & not forsake them. Lord, how grateful I am that you are willing to go before me to prepare the way. Even when I sense that a new opportunity is from you & has your blessing. I've learned I still need to stop & ask you to lead before I take the first step. Otherwise I will stumble along in the dark tripping over stones of my own creation! Everything goes more smoothly when we are involved, Lord. Amen.
 While Mom is typing this I am listening to music as I usually do & there is a song that just came on that I played the day of your funeral. Are you with me right now? I am looking at your picture & staring at it.... oh how I can't believe that you have been gone for almost 3 years. My heart breaks more & more each day. It is not getting easier it is only getting harder for Mom. Tonight when I publish my letter to you, one of the pics that I will be posting is the poem that Ron wrote for you. I have never posted it on here before but today seems like a good day to do just that. Mom misses you both so much. Give Ron big hugs & kisses from " Momma T ." Thanks Ty. 
 The evening sky is upon us now. Mom is hoping that the sky is clear so that I can see the stars & moon shining bright. Last night I couldn't see anything as the sky turned cloudy. Doesn't matter though because Mom will whisper to you like I do each & every night. Be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear it. Mom hopes that you night is all that you need it to be. May it be peaceful & restful. If I know you still you are just like lightning...fast as ever! Slow down a bit & get some rest if you can. Have sweet dreams & come see Mom in my own dreams tonight. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I miss you more than words can ever say. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. Truly you are my Hero & Mom's Wind Beneath My Wings.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!