Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Hope again that you are somewhere sunny & warm. It is nasty cold & cloudy again. Not raining but it says it will start around 5 pm & rain until 8 am Friday morning. Not going to be a nice day tomorrow at all. Mom is so sad as we have not seen the sun shining since last Saturday.... 4 days ago. It is really getting to me. Mom is not feeling well at all today. I haven't done much of anything. I am so cold & so tired for some reason. Not sure what is going on but I wanted to write you a quick letter before I got off the computer for the day. I think Mom's night is going to consist of laying either on the couch or bed with a blanket & watching tv for awhile. This stinks as I have so much to do but I will not push myself at all. Please be with Mom as I need you my sweet precious son. I need you by my side all the time. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. 
 Mom hopes that your night will be filled with everything that you need & want to do. Mom will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. Please smile & I will do the same. Come visit me in my dreams tonight when I fall asleep. Thanks pumpkin. Mom will be sure to write out the daily prayers to you tomorrow & have a longer letter for you, I promise. Mom is just feeling like poop...getting worse as I type. I am going to head off the computer for now but please know that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!