Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! Mom wanted to stop by really quick to tell you that I am sorry for not writing last night but as you could see I was working on my test until 11 pm. The outcome was not good at all either. Today Mom had to take another exam & I just finished up... that outcome was not good either. Mom is getting so discouraged on this whole thing... I am really thinking I am going to not continue. It is making me feel like I am not intelligent & I am trying to go into a field that I am not smart enough for. My emotions are all over the place right now. I am so tired, I am ready to yell, kick, scream, cry & everything else that I could do...All week I have been busting my butt just to get all failing grades. I haven't even been taken care of myself. Not eating & drinking like I should be...... I know you are seeing it all & I am so sorry, Tyler. Mom is just so frustrated it is not funny. I am trying my best & I am getting no where with it except failure. Anyways....
 Mom wanted to just drop by & tell you that I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. I will promise to write to you tomorrow with a longer letter & once again the 3 daily prayers that I owe you. My eyes are just so tired & my head is killing me. I know you understand & I know you want me to feel better. I will try my best just for you...so you can see me. 
 I hope you have a wonderful evening filled with all the things you need & want to do. Come visit me in my dreams. Mom really needs it. Thanks. I will look to the sky later & whisper to you so I hope you will be listening out for my voice. I hope you smile & Mom will do the same. Hope the stars & moon are out for me to see as well. Its been awhile since I have seen them. Remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. Continue to fly high & free. Good night my sweet precious son & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!