Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing so much better today. Thank God, thank you & all the Angels that helped me out. Mom really needed all the help I could get. It was rough the last 1 1/2 days. So far being 45 is doing well for me. The day is so sunny today. The temp is cold & really windy but that is ok. Mom will take it. I love the sun....just like you do. Hope where you are it is just as sunny. Mom has done quite a bit today. I did some housework earlier & then I got ready & went shopping. I spent the gift cards that I got for my birthday. I also went grocery shopping. It was nice to get out. I need that me time & it feels great that I am so comfortable driving around the area so that I can do just that. It makes me very happy. It makes me feel free. Been a long time coming but Mom is doing it. I know that you saw my smiles today & I am sure that it made you smile just as much ( or at least I hope so! )
 Mom wanted to write to you write now so that I can get going on my classwork. Busy day today but that is ok. It will be a long week ahead as well. Doesn't matter because I know you will be with me the entire time & I will get though it all. Thank you so much for doing what you do & being with your Momma. 
 I really don't have any updates for you as I have been gone most of the day. I spoke on the phone once so far though. I spoke to my friend Gary. It was a great conversation. He told me to tell you he said hello. Tomorrow will be a tough day for him as it was his Step- Mom, Gail's Birthday. If you see her around..please tell her to go see Gary & give him a great big hug. He has such a big heart. He is such a great guy. Tomorrow is also Snicker's Birthday. He would have been 9 years old. I miss him so much but I know you are taking wonderful care of him & Max too. Give them both big hugs & kisses from Mom? Thanks pumpkin. Tonight I will be posting the rainbow pictures that I wanted to a few days ago. Hope you like them. ( I know you will...Mom loves them! )
 Here is your daily prayer for tonight. May 16~ And he said unto them, Why are ye troubled? And why do thoughts arise in your hearts? Sometimes my doubts are so strong & so bothersome. Give me courage to express my doubts to you, O God, knowing that they are necessary moments through which I can pass on my way to true contentment in you. Amen.
 Tomorrow will end the daily prayer book. This will be the 2nd one I have gone through. Mom is going to try & see if there is another one out there. Hope so but if not I will figure something out for you. My thinking cap is on! Mom needs to close this letter soon so I can do my school work. I know you understand. I am hoping that tonight since the sky is clear I will be able to see the stars & moon shining bright. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening for my voice. I will smile for you & hope you will be smiling too. May your night be what you need & want it to be. Relax if you can & continue to fly high & fly free. 
 I miss you like crazy my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are Mom's hero & Mom's wind beneath my wings. 
 Sweet dreams & Good night, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!