Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom had a rough night last night & a rough start to my day but it is getting better as each hour goes by. The weather today has been so beautiful. It has been super sunny & 88 degrees today. Mom took the pups for a walk earlier today & they were so exhausted after. It was quite warm for them. They basically slept all afternoon. Mark worked from home today & Mom jumped right back in & did her school work. Today I listened to a lecture, took notes from that, highlighted the chapter as I read it, did the 6 activities that went with the chapter & also did the 2 activities that were on line as well. Tomorrow will be exam day for me. Hoping I will do better than I have with the last 2. I will be going into it with a better attitude & hopefully that will make a difference. We shall see. 
 Last night Mom did indeed get to speak with Grandpa. We spoke on the phone for about 1 1/2 hours. They are doing well. Debbie was working so I didn't get to chat with her but that is ok. We chat on line when we can. I need to make some time & call Aunt Beck. Maybe tomorrow if I have a chance. Its been a week since we chatted. I know that she is good just like everyone else is. Mom knows this because we have you as an Angel watching over us. 
 Here is the daily prayer for you today. May 31~ Rescue me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked, from the grasp of the unjust & cruel. Jesus, you know what it is to be lied about, unjustly condemned & cruelly tortured & killed at the hands of wicked people. I ask that you would hear me cry for help to be set free from the evil schemes of those who would try to harm me without cause. I look to you alone for my defense. Please rescue me! In your name, I pray. Amen. One of my wise teachers, Dr. William F. Orr, told me, " There is only 1 thing evil cannot stand & that is forgiveness. " 
 I can't believe that tomorrow is the 1st day of June. How crazy to think that this year is just flying by. I can't believe that in 21 days it will be 3 years since Mom lost you. Every day I miss you more & more. Every second of every minute of every day I miss you like crazy. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Mom's life & world is not the same & it never will be again. No matter what I do to try & make it better it never will ever again. My heart went with you my sweet precious son. It will be that way for the rest of my life. Please forgive me. Thanks, Ty.
 The evening sky will be approaching us in a few short hours. The sun sets around 8 pm now. It is so nice that the days stay longer & it stays lighter later. The sky is clear with no clouds at all. I hope later tonight when the sky is dark I will be able to see the stars & the moon shining bright. It would be nice as it has been several nights since I have seen anything up there in that sky of ours. Mom will whisper to you as I always do so be listening for my voice. Mom will smile when she is talking to you & I hope you will smile too. I will close my eyes & just picture your face & that smile I miss so very much. Mom thinks that the sunset is going to be a pretty one later. I think it will remind Mom of one of your portraits that you would paint me. 
 Hope that your night is full of everything you need & want it to be. Come visit Mom in my own dreams tonight when I lay down to fall asleep tonight. Mom loves it when you do. I love seeing you. It makes me smile. Please continue to watch over us all as I know you do. Thank you so much for everything. I hope that you continue to fly high & free. Please remember that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my true hero & my wind beneath my wings. Good night, Ty & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!