Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom wanted to say that she was sorry for not being able to write yesterday but things were just crazy. The 2nd half of my new computer desk came in & Mark & Mom tried to put it together but kind of failed when we went to screw the back piece in & cracked the side of it. To say the least the computer desk did not get finished until about an hour ago. Last night or I should say early this morning mark had to be that cut over for work. He ended up leaving at 12:45 am & didn't get home until around 5 :15 am. Mom had intended to stay up but I actually went to bed & laid down & I fell asleep. I woke up at 2 am & then at 3:30 am & then back at 5:15 am when Mark got home. I finally slept for 4 hours straight & I am just so tired tonight. My whole body is out of whack. I am hoping to get a good nights sleep so that I can get back into my routine tomorrow. This morning Mom woke up to not so good news....you already know about it but Grandpa's friend that he went to visit yesterday for a bit passed away this morning. John was such a sweet soul & kind man. He lost his battle to bladder cancer. I called Grandpa this morning to let him know & it was so sad as I heard him choke up a little. You know that Grandpa is not one to show emotions at all. He keeps the hurt & pain inside. I think in my whole life I have seen him cry maybe 3 or 4 times.... the last time was when you passed away. I am so happy that Grandpa & John got to visit though for awhile. It made them both happy. I know that he will no longer be in pain & that he is free but his family is just shattered at this. If you see him let him know that he is missed dearly by so many loved ones. May John R.I.P. now for eternal life & fly high & free with all the others Angels in Heaven. 
 I spoke to Meme this afternoon. She gave me great news & I was so happy with emotions that I burst out in tears for her & Bob. I know you know what I am talking about so I will not post details on here as she asked me not to say anything right now. I wouldn't anyways as it is not my place to say. God is good & I am over the moon happy for them both. It was a break that was needed & I can't wait to see the rest unfold. Forrest is visiting with Aunt Beck for the next 3 days. I am sure they will enjoy each others company. I am hoping to chat with her sometime next week. Every one else in the family is doing well. Guess we are just tired 7 busy in our lives right now. Hope to have more updates for you in the next few days. 
 Mom was smiling last night when I saw the moon shining bright. I guess it is suppose to be a full moon tonight so I am hoping I get to see it again. Not so much of any kind of sunsets lately but I am sure that you will be painting me a beautiful one real soon. Mom will whisper to you as I always do every night so be listening out for my voice. Smile & I will too. I know that Mom has a couple daily prayers to write out to you but if you don't mind I will write them all out to you in tomorrows letter as Mom is so tired that my eyes keep wanting to close. Please forgive me for this..... Tomorrows letter will be quite long...lots of things to tell you still. 
 I hope that your night is filled with love, light, peace & adventure. May you do all the things that you need to do & want to do. Come visit me in my dreams as well. I miss you there... I miss you so much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond & then more. You are my hero, my shining star & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever remain in my heart, mind & soul. Good night my sweet precious son. Sweet dreams & until tomorrow......
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!