Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday evening? Mom is probably going to make this a short letter tonight as I have been taking care of Mark today as he has been sick & now I have a pretty bad headache. I still wanted to stop by & write to you even if it was for a couple minutes. Mom always feels closer to you when I write & it makes me feel better when I do. Today was a pretty good day for me even though I was busy. I was able to do one of my challenge exams & looks like I could finish them both up by tomorrow so that is excellent. I hope I do on them because if I do I will not have to take those classes & I also get money deducted from my tuition. That would be a huge help for Mom. I know you continue to be by my side through it all & I am so grateful for that. Every day I say I we it to you & I truly mean that from the bottom of my heart. I constantly look at the picture of you that I have on my computer desk. Sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry & many times I talk to you, there are even times that I sing to you. I remember you used to tell Mom you loved my voice. I would sit there & say no way... I can't carry a tune... you would smile at me & tell me that it wasn't true. You would give me that smile that I loved & damn I miss it so much. Anyways....I hope you hear every word that I say to you. I miss you like crazy, Ty. I think today was a tough day for me. I miss you all the time but today was just one of those days that I was emotional & I missed you even more. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & Mom's wind beneath my wings. Please please please always know this & never forget it at all. That means so much to me to have you know this each & every day. That is why I write it daily to you. 
 Mom unfortunately doesn't have any updates for you at all tonight. We did skype last night with Tubal & Karen. They are doing really well. Tubal is finally feeling better & sounds & looks good too. That makes us happy. We sure were scared for awhile. I did not talk to Meme or Grandpa but I am sure I will later in the week. I will be catching up with Aunt beck as well because she will be having company next week so she will be fairly busy with guests. Please continue to watch over us all. I know you do but I always like to ask you. I hope that you are doing all kinds of things that you need to & want to. I can bet that you are learning so many things that you need to. Aunt Beck says that you are very busy & that does not surprise me in the least. I am sure you don't want a lot of time as you had so much of it here in the physical world. I think if I know you... you are having many adventures in your travels. I bet you are going so many different places & seeing all kinds of things. It makes me smile. I hope that when I get my reading done you will come through & tell me all about it. I am hoping to have one done in the next couple weeks as Forrest will be traveling soon & I won't be able to. I will let you know when it is so I can ask you to be there. Mom is hoping to hear from a few friends as well....Amy, Wendy, Holly & anyone else who wants to tell me things. 
 Anyways... the night sky is here early again as it was cloudy & rainy most of the day & will be that way again tomorrow. There is nothing shining in the sky tonight but I know you are somewhere. I will whisper to you in a bit. Be listening out for Mom. I hope that you have a peaceful & restful evening while Mom is sleeping. Have fun & come be with me & visit me in my dreams. Thank you my sweet precious son. I will write the daily prayer for today on tomorrow's letter. I need to get going so that I can take care of Mark. It will be an early night for him. It is 8 pm now so I think he will be calling it a night in about an hour. I will be crawling into bed as well & watching some tv as he sleeps. 
 Good night & sweet dreams. I love you to infinity & beyond. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!