Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday evening? Mom is once again an emotional wreck right now. I know you can see Mom & I know you know why on all counts. I don't even know what to do or say. My heart is hurting & it seems to be broken in a million ways & directions. Mom hurts because of Grandpa's friend passing, I hurt because of these 2 ladies I have just made friends with that have these sweet lil dogs that are the most precious. ( Mom helped them out by sending some special things to them such as a bed, blanket, a little jacket, some snacks & a toy to one of them & to the others....4 big plush blankets & toys for all 7 dogs. ) These little dogs are now lucky to be with their new owners as the ones they had before abused them very badly. I have posted a few pics of one of the pups on here for you to see. Her name is Violet & the other little one's name is Tiny Tina...she is only 2lbs. I will post some pics of her as well. Tyler, can you do Mom a huge favor & please watch over these 2 pups & their owners. Tiny Tina's Mama is ill herself & she could use all the extra prayers & Angels watching over her too. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. I know you will do all that you can to make sure they all are ok. Tiny Tina has 2 casts on her front paws as her previous owner broke her feets. Her new Mama is doing all she can to get things corrected for her sweet lil girl. She may have to have more surgeries but with the power of prayer I hope that won't be the case. Again, thank you, Tyler. It means a lot to Mom. You were just like me when it comes to the passion for animals, especially puppies. I hate seeing any get abused or in shelters or puppy mills... Mom wishes I had a lot of room so that I could take them all & love them all with my heart. Maybe one day I will get the chance to do that. Like you said...Sheri's Sanctuary! Anyways... Mom's heart hurts for another reason as well. Mom is not fighting with but I am not speaking to one of my friends at this time. It hurts like hell as we spoke daily, several times a day. Mom hurt this person & you know I do not like to hurt anyone. It is not my nature to do that. I asked why we couldn't talk like before & I was told because it hurt to badly. I do understand that but I just miss my friend very much. I know that things won't get fixed in the next few days, weeks or even months maybe but I sure do hope one day I will be forgiven, they will understand why I did what I did & we can be on talking terms. I wish nothing but the best & all good things. Just wish they knew that. 
 ok... I am just so sad on so many levels that I need to move on. I am so sorry, Tyler. Mom does not have any new updates for you at this time but I am sure I will over the next couple days as it is the weekend. I do however have 3 daily prayers to write to you. August 17~ I will call to mind the deeds of the Lord; I will remember your wonders of old. I will meditate on all your work & muse on your mighty deeds. As I think back through my life, I see many times when you, my supreme ruler, stepped in to make things happen. Sometimes it was obvious that you were acting with miraculous power, but not always. Some of your deeds were more subtle than that. Only in hindsight do I see that you were involved. Maybe at the time I thought I was just lucky or that I had achieved something through my own brilliance. But now I see that you were there all the time, behind the scenes, orchestrating events, bringing the right people into my life at the right time & empowering me to do what needed to be done. Thank you for your intervention. Thank you for all the great things you have done in my life. God moves in a mysterious way, his wonders to perform. Amen.
 August 18~ How great are your works, O Lord! Your thoughts are very deep! Almighty Father, I want to learn from you. Can you teach me wisdom? I'm not talking about facts & formulas. I want to know how to see the world around me. I want to figure out what's really going on. Too often I'll be talking to someone in need & never know it. Will you teach me how to see that need? Will you make me more sensitive to people's inner longings? Will you help me sense those moments when a friend needs an encouraging word? Give me your perfect wisdom, dear Lord. If any of you is lacking in wisdom, ask God, who gives to all generously & ungrudgingly & it will be given you. Amen.
 August 19~ Lord, you have been our dwelling place in all generations. You are my dwelling place O Lord. You are my home, my hearth, where I lay my head at night & ease my heart. I can unwind in your presence, set my burdens down, with you, Lord, I'm free to be myself. You are my place of nurture. You are my place of nourishment. You let me digest my stress. How good it is each day, dear Lord, to come home to you. Jesus answered him, " Those who love me will keep my word & my Father will love them & we will come to them & make our home with them. Amen. 
 Mom is all caught up now! Phew...lol! It is now going on 9 pm & I am getting pretty tired. Mom is hoping to see the moon & stars again tonight. Last night the moon was so pretty... a full moon & the stars were out. I whispered to you...did you hear Mom? I will whisper again so be listening out for my voice. Smile & I will too. I miss you so much. More than words can say. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. Mom hopes that you have a wonderful night tonight. Hope there are many adventures along the way & that you do all that you need & want to do while I sleep tonight. Come visit Mom in my dreams if you can. Remember you are my hero,, my wind beneath my wings & my shining star. Forever you will be in my heart, mind & soul. Never forget this, please. Good night, Ty & sweet dreams. Fly high & free. Until tomorrow.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!