Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! Mom's reading is over & what an AMAZING 2 hours that was for me. I needed it so bad & I needed to you come through. Thank you so much for flying in right off & sharing all you did with me. It was the validation that I needed & so many questions that I had were answered & so many things were covered. I can't thank you enough....THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!!!  ( Notice the caps...lol )You are so amazing & Mom is so proud of you. I always have been so proud. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. As you know, I miss you so much but I will make sure to focus on the things I need to do & all that you said to Mom. 
 I think that Mom may be giving Forrest some new clients & business as I have had 4 or more friends ask me for his information since I posted it on facebook. I hope they all call & make appointments with him. He is fantastic , as you already know & he is worth every penny. I am so grateful for his gift that he can do. He really loves working with you. He said you were vibrant. That made me smile. Loved it when I heard him say you loved flying. You came in like a green dragon. My heart is happy & at peace right now knowing that you are really free & happy. I am so glad to have known that I did my best & that I was the best Mom to you. I know now that you are always giving me signs that you are around & I know that I will be more open to seeing them all. I think the best part of this whole thing is to know we have this connection & it is deep & pure. Unconditional love. That brought me to tears when I heard that. You are my everything. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. You always will be. Mom could go on & on about it all but for now I won't...lol. 
 Mom spoke to Grandpa last night for a bit. Everything is good on their end. He seems to be working a lot of hours & Deb is to. I got to speak to Aunt Beck a little bit ago. It was nice to touch base with her & see how she is doing with her company. She was happy for Mom with the way things went today! I will chat with her more at the end of the week or next week. Meme will be calling me later to see how it went as well. I will update you on that tomorrow. Think that is it for now on the updates. Here is the daily prayer for today. August 10~ He does not deal with us according to our sins, nor repay us according to our iniquities. Heavenly Father, I'm still not sure I really understand forgiveness. I know all about right & wrong & I try to do what's right. I see that misbehavior on my part brings bad results. I'm deeply sorry for the sins I've committed & I know I deserve your punishment. But instead of punishing me, you forgive. You take the penalty upon yourself & you invite me to live in a loving relationship with you. You have every right to banish me from your presence but instead you welcome me in. It is truly amazing! Humbly, I thank you. Just as I am, thy love unknown hath broken every barrier down; now, to be thine, yea, thine alone, O Lamb of God, I come, I come. Amen.
 Well, my sweet precious son...it is that time of the day where I need to feed the pups & get dinner going for Mark & I. The weather has been rainy all day & the sky is cloudy so no chance of seeing anything tonight but I know you are shining bright for someone who needs it. Thank you for the sunset last night. It sure was a pretty one. Hope I get one soon again. Be listening out for Mom tonight when she whispers to you. Smile when you hear me & I will smile as I talk to you. 
 Hope that your evening is full of adventures while I sleep tonight. Come be with Mom if you can. Good night, Tyler & sweet dreams. Thank you again for everything. It is exactly what I needed. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxox. Muah!