Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is running pretty late. It is 5:30 pm & I just got done working on my exam. I still have not fed the pups yet or made dinner. I wanted to write you a quick letter before I did that. Today was an off day for Mom again. I dragged on most of the day. I did laundry & a few things around the house but not much. This afternoon I did some studying & started the exam which I will finish up tomorrow. The weather was another hot & humid one but it was nice. I guess tomorrow we may get a few thunderstorms but all in all it will be a fairly nice day. Mom looked last night for a nice sunset but didn't really see much of anything. I didn't see any stars or the moon either. Maybe tonight I will get the chance to see everything. Mom will whisper to you regardless so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear Mom & I will smile when I chat with you. 
 Mom has absolutely no updates for you at all. The phone has been quite quiet these last several nights which usually would bother mom but I welcome it as I haven't been feeling all that well. I have been quite quiet actually with lots on my mind. I know that you are seeing it all & I just want you to know that I will be ok. I will get through everything that is going on. I am strong & I will make you proud of me. 
 Tomorrow is the day that I will be getting my Angel reading done with Forrest. So many emotions are going through me at this time. I am excited, anxious & scared to hear all that I will. I sure hope that you will get the chance & the time to come through. Mom could really benefit from everything that you would like to tell me. Also gives me validation that you are well wherever that may be. Thank you my sweet precious son. It means the world to me what you do every day for Mom & our family & friends. 
 Here is the daily prayer for today. August 9~ O Lord, all my longing is known to you; my sighing is not hidden from you. Ah, Lord, my life appears to be entirely good but it's really not. I could count my blessings & fill up a notepad or two but you know the problems I have, too. Sometimes I sigh with deep dissatisfaction. If only....Why did I...? Why couldn't things have turned out differently? My heart has plenty of regrets & remorse & I do my share of coveting & gazing at the green grass on the other side of the fence. Ah, Lord, I take comfort in the fact that you know all that's in my heart---good & bad. Whisper your peace to me. Fill all my longings with your delightful presence. Every morning, God's mercy is brand new. He hits the reset button, erasing yesterday's regrets & charting a new course. Don't get bogged down in old longings. What is God putting in your heart today? Amen.
 Mom has to get going now because as I explained earlier that I am running so late today. I need to get all the nightly things done & relax for a bit before I go to bed. I am hoping for a good nights rest so I can be up early & ready for my reading. Please be with Mom tonight when I fall asleep. I really need you Tyler. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. You still remain my everything & you always will. Tyler...you are my shining star. The brightest there is! Mom is hoping that you have a restful & peaceful night. May you do all the things you may need to & want to do. Have fun & many adventures along the way while I sleep tonight. Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. Until tomorrow night.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!