Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Today has been a fast day for Mom. I was up early & got right to everything. I did some house cleaning, got ready for the day, took the dogs for a walk & then headed straight for my studying. I did this all day long & I submitted an exam as well. I am feeling pretty good about it so I believe that I will get a 90 or better... either way it will be an A. I will find out in a day or 2. Not much has been going on today. Mark has been working hard as usual. He is on a conference call at the moment so I thought that I would write to you before I started to make dinner & do all the nightly things. Mom really didn't sleep at all last night. I tossed & turned. Something out of the blue made Princess start her shaking again. That was the 1st time in over 3 weeks. I am hoping it is not going to be a nightly thing again. I would love for her to not have to have all that medicine but if I have to start again I will. She seems ok today so we shall see.
 Last night I spoke to Grandpa. Things are going well with him & Debbie. Sounded like they have been busy running around doing all kinds of things along with working. Everyone is gearing up for the colder weather. We had our 1st frost here last night. It has been only in the 50's during the day & it has dipped down to 40's & high 30's during the night. Mom is thinking it is going to be a quick Fall season & we will be entering the winter months very soon. Not sure I am looking forward to that but not much I can do since I am living in New England again. I am sure that I will speak to Meme & I will try to get in touch with Aunt Beck this week as well. I haven't spoken to her in a couple weeks. Mom is trying really hard to get back into the whole studying mode... it is coming back slowly. I will get a handle on it again. Just been out of it for a month or so. I know that you are with me so it will make everything ok. 
 Last night thee was no sunset at all. The sky was clear & I saw some stars but no moon. I think the moon is on the other side of the building where I can't see it. Mom will look tonight. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening out for my voice. I will smile & I hope that you will to. I will imagine it as I am talking to you. I miss that smile. I miss you...everything about you. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my everything. You are my hero, my wind beneath my wings & you will forever be in my heart, mind & soul. I hope you never forget this. I hope you feel it in your soul. 
 I know that Mom usually writes the daily prayer for today right about now but honestly I have to get going & feed the pups & get dinner going. Hope you don't mind but I will write the prayer for today on tomorrows letter to you. I will have more time to do it then. I am so sorry & I hope that everyone understands this if they are reading my letter to you. Today just got the best of me & time went by so fast. Some days are like that & sometimes the days drag on. 
 Mom hopes that you have a peaceful night. I hope that you do some fun things with an adventure or 2 while I am sleeping tonight. Come visit me if you can. I love seeing you & knowing you are well & happy. May tonight be all that you need & want it to be. Watch over us all like I know you do my sweet precious son. Fly high like I know you do & love. May you have sweet dreams tonight. Good night, Tyler. Until tomorrow....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!