Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom has had a pretty good day. The weather was so much better than it was yesterday. The sun is shining, the skies are blue but boy is it windy here. Yesterday Mom never even got on her computer so that is why I did not write on here. I did however write to you on your facebook page. Saturday the weather was awful. It was windy like today but it was raining really heavy for the most part so Mom & Mark stayed in & watched movies all day long. We saw the new revised Beauty & the Beast, the new Star Trek & also a movie called You Before Me. Boy that particular movie was tough for Mom to watch as so many of the scenes hit home for me. It reminded me of all the struggles that we faced together but it also reminded me of the happy & fun times as well. The ending was hard & boy did I cry. My mind was racing with so many thoughts....did you feel that way towards the end? Mom talked about you the whole time while I was watching it. Were you right there with me? I hope so.
 Mom really does not have any updates for you right now. This weekend has been quite quiet with the telephone but I will be calling Meme & Grandpa later so I will have some updates for you then. Later after dinner Mark & Mom will be watching another movie as this is a bi week for football for the Cowboys. ( Patriots are winning the game right now against the Steelers! ) We are going to watch the new Ninja Turtles movie. I know you will be with Mom then. Remember when we would watch them together? The cartoons, the movies? I miss those times with you cuddled up in my lap or watching them in bed. I miss you so much. No words can explain the way I feel my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero, my wind beneath my wings. I will forever hold you in my heart, mind & soul. Nothing will ever change that & I know you feel it. 
 The sky is getting dark now & the sun will be setting in about 45 minutes. Mom hates that it gets dark so fast now. Pretty soon we will be setting the clocks back & it will get even darker...by 4 pm then. I remember you hated this time change as well. It was very hard on you. These are the times that I remember & even though I am heartbroken that you are not here with me.....I am happy that you don't have to deal with everything you had to. Mom knows that you are free & that you are extremely happy where you are & everything that you can do now. hat means more to me than anything. I love you so much. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. Always know this & always feel this in your soul. That is all I ask of you. Thank you, Ty!
 Mom was just looking at my blog & I was so shocked yet happy that I saw so many people following me on here. I am always baffled at the thought of what I am writing or saying that would make every one want to read it daily but I guess I am doing something right. Mom has an average of 150 people per night reading these letters from all over the world. Right now it is United States, Canada, France, United Kingdom, Germany, Portugal, Cyprus, Philippines, Indonesia & India. It just blows my mind. Mom wishes that I could know everyone individually so I could talk to them & thank them personally but I don't know how to do that. You know Mom with computers....lol. I do want to take a minute to say thank you all from the bottom of my heart for continuing to read my letters to Tyler. They continue to help me grieve & keep moving forward, not backwards. ( I seem to be doing this a lot lately with other things going on in my life as well. ) Again, thank you for giving me the support that I need... a complete stranger to almost all of you. My heart is full. 
 I know this is the part where Mom would write the daily prayers to you & I know I have 2 of them to catch up on but I will write those 2 & today's on tomorrows letter as it is getting late & Mom needs to start dinner & feed the pups. I know you understand as you are seeing everything right now. Mom hopes that your night is filled with all the things you want to do & need to do. I will whisper to you later so be listening out for my voice. Smile & I will too! Come be with Mom later tonight when I am sleeping or come visit me in my dreams. I will be waiting to see you there. Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. Until tomorrow.....
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!