Friday, October 7, 2016

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom has been quite busy the last couple of days with having company here so that is why I have not written to you. Yesterday was the day that we went to go see my friends brother in the hospital. I was doing fine up until the point where I saw his cough assist machine & noticed the settings were the same as yours.... I had top look away because I lost it. I started to cry because I was thinking of you so much. It was just a tough place for Mom to be in. It brought back so many memories for me. I am very glad though that my friend did go & it was nice to witness him talking to him. That was a special moment between two brothers putting their differences aside & just talk. I hope that they continue with their relationship even after all this. No matter what blood is blood....you can forgive families mistakes but you will never forget them. 
 In a couple hours Charlie, Marion & the kids will be here so it will be a full house so to speak. I think it will be fun though as I miss seeing them & hanging out with them. Lizzie & Brian will be here this time too so that will be fun. Tomorrow we will be going to the aquarium for the day. I remember the last time I was there... it was your Birthday & Mom & Ramon surprised you there. You had no idea we were going. That was such a special day for Mom. I am sure it will bring back a lot of memories for me. I hope you will be right by my side through it all. 
 Every one in the family is doing well. I haven't heard from them but I know that they all have been busy with their every day lives. Sorry that I don't have any updates for you but I know you are watching over us all & you can see just how we are doing. Mom will write to you the daily prayers later in another letter as the time is ticking & I need to get some things ready before every one gets here. I feel guilty but I know you understand & there is no judging where you are. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. 
 Mom hopes that you have a wonderful night filled with many adventures. May it be all that you need & want it to be. Come visit Mom tonight when you can. I always love seeing you in my dreams. It lets me know that you are doing well & that I can see that you are happy. I will whisper to you as I always do later so be listening out for my voice. I will smile & I hope you will to. I will be looking for the moon & stars tonight. They were out last night & boy was it beautiful. I couldn't stop looking at the stars. 
 Good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. You are my hero, my wind beneath my wings & you will forever be in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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