Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom has been up since early this morning getting things all set for tonight. Mark & I had to get ready & head out to run more errands & then we came back to the hotel to have lunch & just relax before 3 pm hits. That is when some family & friends will be here to help Mom set up & then everything kicks off at 6 pm. Mom is getting a little upset but mostly hurt as there are people that have told me that they were coming all along & now just a couple hours before everything they are cancelling left & right. I don't know why people do that. It really hurts Mom & I wish so much that it didn't. I guess I do not know how to turn off the sadness & the hurt so easily. I guess Mom can say that it is their loss & they will miss out. I can promise you that I will not go out of my way to try & see anyone of them. It might not be the right attitude but I just feel that " one hand washes the other. " Guess Mom needs to really rethink just who is my friends & who say they are but the actions say otherwise. Anyways..... last night Mom went & saw Meme & Bob for a few & then Marion & Charlie stopped by. Mark's friend, Rick got here at 8 pm as well. Mom had plans to go see Great Grammy for a bit & also see Grandpa & Debbie but things changed & I was not able to. I will see Grandpa & Debbie later but it makes me sad that I won't see Great Grammy again. Maybe in a couple weeks when I am back I will see her. I miss her very much. Everything else is ok & Mom will have a lot of things to tell you in tomorrows letter. We will be leaving 1st thing in the morning to drive back home. The weather is suppose to be really crappy....heavy rain so we want to take our time. Mom knows you will be with us & we thank you for that. Tomorrow is also Mother's Day..... one of the days that Mom doesn't like anymore & wishes it could be skipped. Its tough for Mom but I will get it through as I always do. Don't worry pumpkin.
 Here is your daily prayer for the day: May 13~ Create in me a clean heart, O God & put a new & right spirit within me. Every sojourn outside of this sanctuary of your presence brings me back to this prayer, gracious Father. As I come to you, I sense your holiness & can feel my need to be made clean again. Please wash me with your Word & renew me by your Spirit. Recalibrate my conscience so that it is in line with your desires for me once again. In Jesus' name, I pray. Amen. A tender conscience is a spiritual safeguard & should never be ignored or despised. Amen. 
 Mom will be able to write you the Inner Peace card tomorrow when we are back home so that will be nice. Mom has about 1 hour to relax & just not do a thing. I think I will take advantage of it & close my eyes so that I am all set. I know you understand what I am saying. Mom is hoping that you send me a sign to let me know you are with us tonight. I wish you could be with us. I miss you so much & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You will always be Mom's hero & the wind beneath my wings. Come visit me tonight when I am sleeping. Hope your night will be all that you want & need it to be. Have fun my sweet precious son. You will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then....good night & sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

P.S. Mom will whisper to you later tonight so be listening out for my voice. I will smile & I hope you will too.