Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom has had a pretty good day so far. I was up early, made coffee for Mark, got his lunch ready as he went to his office today, fed the pups, relaxed for a bit & then made myself breakfast & made a macaroni tuna salad to go with dinner tonight, did all those dishes, got ready & then started to do my Exam 5 in my college class. It took Mom about 2 hours to complete it. I was pretty impressed by it. I had fun. I really thought I would dread powerpoints but come to find out I really like doing them. Mom was printing everything off so I could send it to my college & I ran out of ink....go figure...lol! Oh well, after dinner we will go to the store to pick up ink so I can finish it off & send it in. I will be reading my last 2 chapters & then it will be my final exam. I will be finished with this class & able to get rolling on the others & hopefully I will be making up some time with it all. I am determined to stay focused so that I can graduate soon. Coming in the Fall Mom will be busy with a few more things so I need to do all that I can now. I know you are watching over me every step of the way & I sure to appreciate it so much. You were so good with computers so you guiding Mom is just what I need. The last Exam that I did have 15 parts to it. I really thought I failed it...BAD but I ended up getting a 93%. I was so surprised. Mom thought that was pretty awesome! Anyways....
 The last few days have been very quiet with the phone not ringing & not talking with anyone. Meme called me today to say hello. She was on her lunch break. She was saying that they relaxed over the weekend & really didn't do too much as Bob is not feeling good at all. He is sleeping a lot of the time but he says he is not sleeping at all & he is so short of breath. Meme is pretty worried & so is Mom. June 14th he goes for a consult with the doctors. I really hope they see just how bad he is & they do something about it then & not make him wait any longer. You know of all people just how it feels when you can't breath right. It makes me sad that the hospital is doing this to him. Ty, please continue to watch over Bob for us all. Thank you. Watch over Meme as well so that she has the strength to continue helping all that she can. Thank you again. Nothing else is really new. I will try to touch base with Aunt Beck tomorrow to see what is shaking in her world. I am sure to hear from Grandpa tonight. Nothing on Bean as of yet so I am sure she is just working & trying to figure things out as she goes. I know you are watching over us all. Mom has no doubt in her mind that you are with us every step of the way in our daily lives. Knowing that makes me happy. Mom feels safe because of you, my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. You are Mom's hero & the wind beneath my wings.
 The weather today was crappy again. The clouds were thick & no blue skies at all. It looks like it is about to rain....surprise surprise...ugh. Mom hopes that the weather starts getting better. It is going into the month of June & we still have our heat on. The temps are cold... high 40's & low 50's. This is just nuts for this time of year. Mom is hoping for sunny days, warm weather, stars & the moon shining bright & pretty paintings from you at night. Hopefully soon. Mom will whisper to you as I always do each night so be listening for my voice. Let's smile together when you hear me. You will see Mom's & I will close my eyes & picture your sweet smile that I miss so very much.
 The night sky will be here again many hours before it is supposed to be. Mom needs to get going now so that I can take the pups for a walk, feed them & then get dinner going for Mark & I. Before I close for the night here is a prayer for you today:
 Father God, whoever is reading this right now, I pray that they know in the deepest part of their heart that whatever they are going through right now, It's truly going to be alright. Let it be so. In Jesus' name, Amen!
 Thought for the day: Keep holding on, don't ever give up. Stay in Faith, God has a blessing designed especially for you. Amen.
 Mom needs to close now but I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Hope your evening is all that you need & want it to be. Come visit if you can. Have fun while Mom sleeps tonight. I miss you, Tyler. More than words can say. Until tomorrow....good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!