Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday night? Mom sure has been busy today. I am pretty surprised as I didn't get much sleep due to Ozzy being afraid of the thunder & lightning storm that we got around 2 am. Poor little guy was hiding under our bed & wouldn't get out from under there. I felt so bad but he felt safe there so I let him be. Mom was up at 7 am & got the pups fed & made coffee for Mark & got him all the snacks he needed for the day. Mom relaxed for about 2 hours & then got up, ate breakfast, made the bed, took a shower & got ready & then I went for a walk with the pups. Boy it was another hot day out there. 92 degrees & sunny with blue skies. Mom came in & grab her water & lunch & I proceeded to start my exam. It took me about 3 hours to do it but I feel pretty good. I know it is not 100% but it should be a passing grade. I am on Chapter 7 now. Hopefully I am almost done with this dang class. I just want it done & over with. At 5:30 pm Mom fed the pups dinner & then made dinner for Mark & I. After that we went down in the garage to break down a ton of boxes we have needed to do for so long now. Mom had the energy to do it so the timing was right. That actually only took about 15 minutes & we were done. Mom came back upstairs & did the dishes & now I am writing to you. I think most of my energy is gone now though as I am getting a little tired....lol. 
 Mom spoke to Auntie Donna this afternoon. All is well with her, Bob & Kenny. Mom was so happy to see them all last Saturday. It had been way too long. I plan on seeing them again next week when we are back in NH. Meme also called me with good news & not so good news. The good news is awesome & even though I can't say anything right now I will keep you posted as much as I can! The not so good news is that Bob's procedure is set for June 14th...so much for an emergency... it will be like 8 weeks later. Mom is hoping that everything will be ok. I know you will be with Bob during the procedure & with Meme as she is waiting for him. Mom is hoping to get up there for that but I am not sure as of yet. That is all the the updates I have for you tonight. I am sure there is more to come in the next 2 days as it is the weekend. 
 Here is the daily prayer for you today. May 19~ I cry to God Most High, to God who fulfills his purpose for me. You know all the purposes for which you have made me, Lord God: to fellowship with you; to enjoy meaningful relationships with others; to declare your praises, to minister to those in need..... the list is long. But I'm so grateful that I don't need to make a purpose-fulfillment to-do list for myself. You are the one who fulfills your purpose for those who love you. So I cry out to you today to increase my love for you that I might more readily lay down my own agenda to be available to fulfill the excellent purposes you have for me. When we focus on being love-driven, God takes care of the purpose-driven aspect of our lives. Amen.
 Only 2 more nights after tonight for the Inner Peace cards. Here is the one for tonight: My destiny is mine to control. When you acquire enough inner peace & feel really positive about yourself, it's almost impossible for you to be controlled & manipulated by anybody else. 
 That card is so true. Power of positive thinking is the best for everyone. Mom is learning this & finally living it. It really does feel good. I am sure you are smiling when you see the progress Mom is making with this. I have a ways to go still but every day it gets better 7 better & I am enjoying this " new " life style! 
 Mom is hoping that your night is all that you want it to be. May you get to do things that you want to & need to. If you can, come be with Mom. Come visit me in my dreams too. I will whisper to you later this evening so be listening for my voice. Mom will smile & I will picture you smiling back at me. I miss you. I miss everything my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You will always be my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Hopefully Mom will see a nice " painting " from you in a little bit. If so I will whisper to you then as well. Mom is going to get going now as I am going to go relax. I have a busy day coming up tomorrow. Mom will be redoing her office in the morning. Wish me luck...lol! I will be back tomorrow with another letter. Until then... good night & sweet dreams, Tyler. My love for you is everything I have. Unconditional.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!