Sunday, May 21, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is very sorry that I did not write to you last night but boy I was beat. Mom woke up at & am & got the pups fed & made breakfast for Mark & I & then I started right in with building 4 book shelves for my office. When that was done I had to rearrange everything, dust, vacuum & vacuum the whole apartment & then move everything into the garage for Bean. Mom  took a shower at 4 pm & then Mark & I headed to the ocean to take a walk & then grabbed dinner at Mom's favorite seafood restaurant. We got back around 7 pm & Mom was like a zombie.. I was so tired. I went to bed & watched TV until 9:30 pm & I was out. I woke up at 6 am this morning & couldn't get back to sleep. I fed the pups, made Mark coffee while he was still sleeping & then got ready. I had to go out for a bit today & run some errands. Just got back home & wanted to write to you now because my fuel is running low again & my eyes are pretty heavy. Mom didn't get much sleep as Mark was sick most of the night. He still is feeling pretty yucky today. He has been sleeping a lot. Hopefully he will get some much needed rest as he has a very busy week ahead of him as we travel back to VT/NH for 4 days. Mom worries about him. He runs himself so thin. Everyone sees it just wish he did. That has pretty much been our weekend. Mellow days pretty much for Mark & Mom has been just busy busy busy. My whole body is super sore today & Mark said it will be worse tomorrow. Can't wait for that...lol. I can hardly walk & bend as it is now. Guess we will just have to wait & see. Mom honestly does not have any new updates for you as I have not spoken to anyone in the last 3 days. The phones have not rang at all. Guess everyone is extremely busy doing their own thing & that is good. No news is good news. Oh... today is Uncle Dick's Birthday so you should go visit him. Tomorrow is Aunt Jacqui & Uncle Dick's 46th wedding Anniversary. Mom was exactly 1 week old when I attended their wedding. I think I have pictures of that somewhere. I will have to look for them at some point. Hopefully tomorrow I will have some updates for you. 
 Mom finished the daily prayer book that I was using to write to you. I don't have any other ones like that but I did find one that has some prayers in it. I will use this one until I can find something else. here is the prayer for the day: It's not where we worship that counts, but how we worship----is our worship spiritual & real? Do we have the Holy Spirit's help? For God is Spirit & we must have his help to worship as we should. The Father wants this kind of worship from us. Amen.
 Mom missed the Inner Peace card for yesterday & today would have been the last one so I am just going to write both of them to you today. I will find something else to replace these as well. Here are the last two: I answer to myself & no one else. The person looking back at you in the mirror is the one you have to answer to every day. 
 Inner peace creates world peace. You get world peace through inner peace. If you've got a world of people who have inner peace, then you have a peaceful world. 
 Well those are completed & Mom loves them. One of the best gifts I got from Aunt Beck. I might just choose one daily & reread them as they are helpful to me to stay focused & positive. 
 Well, Tyler, Mom has a couple hours before I need to do the night routine & I should go check on Mark to see how he is feeling. I hope that you have a fun night tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me again like you did last night in my dreams. Thank you for that. I will whisper to you as I always do later so be listening out for my voice. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will always live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. You will forever be my everything. ope I get to see a beautiful " painting " from you tonight. Mom will be looking for one. When I see it I will smile for you. Hope you will be smiling back. I will be back tomorrow with another letter so until then.... good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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