Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is doing alright...tired but doing ok. Today has been a long day for sure & it is only 8:30 pm. Mark & Mom have been up since 4 am because the dogs decided they wanted to bark at every little thing & not sleep. To say the least Mom is exhausted but I am more worried about Mark as today was the day he had to travel 2 hours away to his customer & spend all day & night there working plus he has to drive back here. I am hoping he is staying hydrated & eating as he tends to not do that on these days. Please watch over Mom while I am here with the pups & watch over Mark so he is safe coming back to me. Thank you my sweet precious son. 
 Mom spent the day studying for almost 7 hours. I did a lot of work & pretty impressed that I got most of it. I am working on powerpoints. Never have done them before. They are pretty cool. I am actually enjoy this part now that I got the hand of it. I took the pups for a nice walk. They have been pretty good for me today.... of course they have done their fair share of barking but what's new there....lol. Princess won't eat though & that worries Mom. I have tried all day long to get her to eat but nothing. I am hoping that she will eat when Mark gets back no matter what time that is. Ozzy has been Ozzy. Lovable as always. 
Meme called me today to see how I was doing so that was nice. I tried calling a couple friends but didn't get to chat with them. I left messages but nothing. Mom honestly has been hurt by a few so called " friends. " Seems like these " friends " only want something to do with me if they need something from me or if they have nothing better to do they give me a call. Mom is seeing the light & boy is everyone in for a surprise. I don't think some are going to like Mom's new attitude but that is too bad. I guess I am finally tired of being walked all over. Mom has never been a " fair weathered " friend to anyone & I just expect the same in return. I know you see me hurting but I want you to know that I will be fine. I expected it from a couple of them but definitely did not expect it from a couple of them. Anyways..... all will be good. I promise you that. 
 Grandpa & Debbie stopped by tonight & had dinner with me. That was nice to spend time with them like I did last night with Meme & Bob. they stayed for about 3 hours & then left to go back home. Mom got things in order after that & now I am writing to you. The pups are sleeping next to me so all is quiet right now! I think that is all the updates I have for you right now. Mom will be seeing Meme, Bob, Grandpa & one of Mark's friends for dinner tomorrow so I will be sure to have some more for you on that letter.
 Here is a daily prayer for you today: Happiness keeps you sweet. Trials keep you strong. Sorrows keep you human. Failure keeps you humble. Success keeps you glowing. But only God keeps you going. Amen.
 Father, You are gracious, You are glorious & You alone are God! I praise You for what You have done in my life through your transforming Spirit. Please strengthen me & keep me in your care. I am confident about my salvation because of your greatness & grace. Fulfill your purposes in me & bring me to your throne of glory with great joy. In Jesus' name. Amen.
 Mom found a site that I can write some positive quotes on here to you. It can take the place of the Inner Peace cards. Here is one for tonight: I shall no longer allow negative thoughts or feelings to drain me of my energy. Instead I shall focus on all the good that is in my life. I will think it, feel it & speak it. By doing so I will send out vibes of positive energy into the world & I shall be grateful for all the wonderful things it will attract into my life. 
 The sun has set & the night sky is upon us. Mom was not able to see anything shining bright as the clouds are moving in. It is suppose to rain the nice 2 days so there will be no sunsets either. Mom knows that you are shining bright for someone who needs it & that makes Mom proud. I will whisper to you later tonight so be listening out for my voice. Smile when you hear me & I will smile back. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. 
 Mom is going to close this letter to you tonight as I am getting pretty tired & it is going on 10 pm. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then Mom hopes you have a fun evening doing all the things you want to & need to do. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I would love that! Good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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