Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! how are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom has had better days but I am alright. This morning did not start off well. Mark and I got into an argument over how often we can go out of the house with the Coronavirus. I made it very clear how I felt about how no one is taking it seriously including Meme. She came down the stairs and was yelling at me. I gave it right back to her. I told her that I didn't appreciate it at all that she didn't care and I didn't care for her attitude at all. She was angry at me and I don't care. She left the house this morning because she felt that she had the need to just go to the post office after being locked down in the house for 5 days. She knows that there is a rule right now that she is not to leave the house at all for anything...no matter what. She is not listening to us, what our Governor is saying and she just wants to do her own thing. This is not okay with Mom at all. This has been a struggle and a fight since all this started. I am not going to apologize for taking serious actions regarding this at all. I just told Mark that I will crack down even more if I have to. I am not going to stay safe to protect everyone and not have everyone follow suit with it. This afternoon our Governor held a press conference saying that all Florida residents are in a "stay at home" rule for 30 days. That means that no one goes out unless they have to...life or death situation. You can go to the grocery store once every couple weeks and that is it. She is still not getting it. Mom is so angry with her right now I am about to spit bullets at her. Bob had a temper issue earlier today as well. I was outside and heard nothing but Meme and Mark were in the house. He is angry that no one understands his condition, etc.... I feel for him but not when he is doing nothing to help himself at all. He is always sleeping, playing video games, eating a lot of unhealthy foods, etc... I can't feel sorry for anyone who is not doing what their doctors are telling them to do. Eat less or eat healthier, get good sleep, exercise on a regular basis. He is not doing any of that. I told Meme that he better watch his attitude because if he blows up like I guess he did this afternoon, I won't tolerate it at all. He is not contributing to anything in this house....money wise or helping around with cleaning. When we came up with this idea of co-habituating together, Mom never thought it would be this hard or this bad. It is bat sh*t crazy and neither Mark or I deserve it since we did this out of the kindness of our hearts. Their is no gratitude at all. Things better start getting better or their will be two less people living in this house in a month or so. Mom can't have them not following the rules that are being instated where we live, we can't have one just not care about anything at all and then blow up and thinks it is fine to do and we can't have this stress on our marriage at all. Mark busts his butt to keep a roof over our head and Mom busts hers to make sure that everything gets done and this house is clean. Everything is pretty clear and basic so I don't understand why there is confusion with anyone. Tyler.... I swear Mom is going to lose it in the next few days and it is not going to be pretty at all. You have seen it before and you know that is not a good thing for Mom or anyone who crosses my path. Okay... Mom has vented enough on this and this is not what my letters to you are suppose to be about. I know Mom always said that she would keep it real and honest and this is just me being exactly that way. 
 Anyways.... I have had a very busy day today. I have been up since 7 am. I have made myself busy all day long. I have gotten ready, had breakfast, made the bed, done the dishes, walked the pups, had several phone conversations and emails. It is now after 5 pm and Mom has still not fed the pups or walked them and gotten dinner going for Mark and I. Thank god that it is leftover night! We will be having homemade mac n cheese with garlic bread! Yummy stuff. I am excited about that!!!! Mom will light your candle in a bit when I am settling in for the night. I will whisper to you later this evening when I go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I really do miss that smile and voice of yours. I wish that Mom could hear you and see you as I really could use your advice. I am sure that you will show me signs in the way that you can. I will be looking for them. Have fun doing things that you would like to do after you do the things that are needed. I know you are busy and doing great things right now. Mom is proud! Please continue to watch over us all. Mom needs you more than ever. Thank you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you and I promise it won't be a venting session. I will make sure to update you on things and to keep it the way I usually do. I miss you more than anything in this world. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams pumpkin.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤