Thursday, April 16, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday late afternoon? Mom is doing alright but the weather is making me very tired. It is cold here... a balmy 65 degrees outside and it has been raining all day long. We need the rain very badly here. It is suppose to be this way again tomorrow but maybe a higher temp. Mom will take the rain seeing how I have seen a few pictures from friends today that they woke up to snow....ugh! No thank you at all. I feel for them. Mom's letter to you will not be too long tonight as it is already after 4:30 pm and I need to get the night stuff started. Mom didn't get all that much sleep last night. I was up a lot. The pups woke me at 1 am because Princess heard the rain and was scared so she made Ozzy scared as well. I was able to quickly calm them done and fall back to sleep within the hour so that was good. I will have to put my sound machine on louder tonight so that we can get some sleep. I am not sure why the rain scares her now.... I think tonight will be an early night and a night that we won't be doing a dang thing. I want to cuddle with my blankets in bed with the pups and watch tv for a bit. I don't think the pups will go for a walk tonight but we shall see. It is pouring outside right now!
 Mark had an interview today over the phone. He said that it went okay but doesn't seem like he feels good about the call. Mom is hoping that it went better then what he thought as this is a job that he was really wanting. He will know either tomorrow or Monday. My fingers and toes are crossed and so many prayers have been said for this. I hope it has a very happy ending and outcome! I know you will do all that you can for Mark as well. I know you are with us all during this very difficult time. Thank you my sweet precious son.  Mom has been busy all day long. Was ready and showered by 9:30 am and I have been on the go since. I did some cleaning, vacuuming, then made emails and calls. I helped Meme for about 1.5 hours getting her set up on her computer. Bob was playing a game and Mom has a huge headache because I couldn't concentrate with his breathing. I know that sounds horrible but it is true. You can't think straight and you can't even have a conversation over him. Mark says he wears his headphones all day long because that exact same thing. The headache will just not go away at all...ugh! Mom is hoping that it will go away on its own but I may have to take something to help it. Being tired and the weather doesn't help much at all. The rest of the afternoon, Mom spent paying bills on line and now I am writing to you. The pups are getting antsy as they know it is close to their feeding time. I swear they are little clocks...lol. I think Mark is still working so I think it will be a bit of a later dinner for us. That is ok though. I know that he is so stressed out right now and Mom doesn't want to push anything to upset him. I think it will be an early night for Meme and Bob. 
 This is day oh I don't know of being quarantined. The days are all running into one another. I literally don't know how many days now or how many more that we have to go like this. The President said that he would be talking to all the Governors in all 50 states and will help them determine what is best for each state individually. Not sure if that is good or bad but we will find out soon enough. Mom doesn't have any updates for you at all today. The phones have been quiet the last couple days and nights. That is okay too. It helps with not feeling so stressed out after a busy day. I will fill you in on things when I know something. I hope that you will have time to have some fun in Heaven tonight while Mom is sleeping. I know you must be straight out with helping so many people during this crazy and uncertain times we are having in this world right now. Mom can't see what you are doing but I do know that I am dang proud of you! Always have been and always will. You are still my everything my sweet precious son. You are the wind beneath my wings and you will forever live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you so much, pumpkin. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Mom will light your candle tonight and whisper to you in a little bit. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I will also be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Mom needs to go to feed the pups and get dinner for Mark and I. It is now after 5 pm. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams. Continue to fly high and free.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤

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