Saturday, April 18, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? It is already 2 pm and the day has flown by. The morning was super crazy though. We got quite a few nasty thunder and lightning storms so Mom was holding Ozzy while Mark was holding Princess. They were both so scared and were shaking so bad. It was nuts! The rain has finally stopped right now and both pups are sleeping. This is a very good thing. Mom and Mark planned on going swimming but that all got changed....lol. Kind of glad that the day is going by fast because there is nothing on tv and it is totally boring. Meme is in her room and watching a movie. I can here it and Bob is as always not doing much of anything. He may be in the spare room playing his video game. I don't know. He has said nothing to us at all today. I heard Meme say something earlier and he responded back by yelling. This seems to be the typical thing he does now. He is pretty wobbly again today. It is day 3 of this. I told Meme to call the doctors, get him in first thing Monday morning to get his INR check and then come straight home. I am not at all comfortable with this but I have no choice. I am sick of hearing Meme b*tch about it and saying he needs it checked. Maybe after she sees that his levels are fine and it is just him declining in health then she will back off and just stay quiet. I really don't know how much more Mom can take of this crap. She still does not get the fact that she needs to stay home. It is still not safe out there but yet she still goes out and puts everyone in a huge risk. Mark and Mom are doing everything to make sure we are all safe. I just wish she would care about us for a change and not think about herself. She doesn't care and has made that very clear to all of us. Mom is not alright with this at all and I have had a hard time with it. Please Tyler, keep Mark and Mom safe through all this. We need you more than ever. Thank you my sweet precious son. 
 Last night was quiet after the gentleman came by to look at the house. He will be here on Monday to powerwash the roof and seal all the cracks that are there on the foundation and around the pool again. After he is finished with that, he will be starting on painting the house on the outside. When this is all done, the only thing left to fix on our house is the painting of the inside, change out 3 light fixtures and clean the outside of the windows and we will be done as far as the lists of things needed to be done. Not to shabby for getting it all taken care of in less then 7 months since we moved in. The inside painting will have to wait until Mark finds another job though. It will be a lot of work moving things around, etc... the carpets eventually will be changed out to flooring but that will be awhile as well. Little bits at a time. That is all we can do. After, Omar left, Mark and Mom had dinner, I cleaned up the dishes and then we ventured upstairs to watch tv. Mom watched a couple shows while Mark played his video game and then Mom called it a night at 10 pm. I was tired and just bored. I slept okay last night. I think Mark finally did too. That was a nice change for him. Tonight will be dinner, clean-up and then we are going to watch a movie. We promised Meme that we would. It will get over by 9 pm so that is why I am writing to you right now. It will be too late to write after and I bet I will be tired by then. Mom will have your candle lit while we are watching the movie. I will whisper to you later this evening before we go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I really miss you so much. Time does not make it better at all. In 2 months and 2 days it will be 7 years since you left us. Somedays it seems like yesterday and other days it seems like it has been so much longer. I look at your pictures daily and tell you I love you and that I miss you. I hope you hear me. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now though, Mark just told me it stopped raining, the pool is really warm and I guess we are going to go for a swim. Mom is going to get a few laps in the pool and do some exercises before it is time to make dinner and start the movie. I have exactly 2.5 hours before all that happens. Good luck to me...lol. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams tonight. Have fun while Mom sleeps and come visit me in my dreams if you can.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤

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