Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Yup it is Friday and we all used to get so excited for that. It was the end of the work week and we were going into the weekend. Now a days Friday is just like every other day and for us here it is a reminder that the days are ticking for Mark to find a job. It is a countdown that we did not think we would be on again. Mom is trying to stay positive but it is hard to do when I am the only one. Meme is praying, Mom is praying so I hope our prayers will be answered for Mark. I hope he will get good news and soon. He heard nothing from today on the interview that he did yesterday. They said it would be either today or Monday. No news is frustrating and is causing all kinds of anxiety but we are trying to keep the faith. Anyways...
 The sun came out today. It is not the warmest out there but it is nice. We will be in the 80's again tomorrow and by Sunday we will be in the 90's. Monday will be raining again. This weekend is all about staying home and doing nothing yet again. we will be in the pool for most of it so that will be good. In the evenings we are going to try and do stuff with Meme and Bob but Mom says that now but things can change quickly. Mark is still in his office, Meme is watching tv and Bob is sleeping. Guess he went out today for a ride with Meme and when he was getting out of the vehicle he almost fell again. He is doing that so much. I told her to call the doctors but she won't. Bob isn't saying much at all lately...not that he ever did but less than normal. I don't know, Tyler but things don't seem good for him. He is not taking care of himself. He is not suppose to eat any sugar and he is eating it so much, his breathing is horrible and he is not exercising at all. He has gain all the weight back that he lost when we first moved here and I think he has gained even more. all the things the doctor told him to watch out for and he isn't. Meme said he doesn't care about anything anymore. I totally agree and believe that 100%. It shows. It is sad but there is nothing I can do. He has to do it for himself. Mom is staying out of it. It is none of my business. I will help if asked but other than that...no. Not much else is new at all. I chatted with Auntie Kristina this afternoon and in a few minutes I will be chatting with my friend, Matt. After that I will be cooking dinner for Mark and I. We have a guy coming over to talk to us about having the roof washed and house on the outside painted tonight at 5 pm. It is 4:23 pm now. Mom won't be able to write you a long letter today but I will write to you tomorrow to let you know how it all went. I guess he is going to do the work starting Monday. It is good that he does it while everything is still quiet and shut down here. It would be to busy when the rentals start back up. It will take 4 days to do everything so looks like next week will be all days that he will be working on the house. Mom will call Grandpa over the weekend to touch base and I will update you on that over the weekend as well. 
 I hope that you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I hope that both Mark and I get some much needed sleep. He hasn't been sleeping at all. Too much is on his mind. I don't blame him one bit but he needs to get some sleep. I will light your candle later this evening when we are upstairs watching tv. I will whisper to you later this evening before I go to bed. smile for me and I will smile for you my sweet precious son. I miss you and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please continue to watch over us. Thank you, pumpkin. Fly high and free. Thank you for being my bright shining star that is continuing to light my path that I need to be taking and the path that I am on. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later. I love you.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤